My Solitude

2007-09-08T01:15:00.000+08:00

Should I make like one of those epic returns? hahahaha..no? thought of it though...

lets find out together eh?

2006-12-21T01:30:00.000+08:00

*this is one of those times where you would say "WHAT THE HELL?!" *

The wonders of 3D animation that would humour us when we're totally random...thanks to this vid, I'm gonna look at the Undertaker in a whole different perspective.... he's not scary, he's into cabaret and stuff....creepy~

2006-12-03T00:46:00.000+08:00

"They are amongst us"

So today (or rather yesterday), we were being abducted by Oval-headed aliens from Planet Ovlar.

They were trying to disguise themselves as average tourist, touring around the island...but we (or rather me) were too smart to fall for their disguise and their ulterior motive to take over the world...

bummer~..They spotted us.....

...and stunned us into the negative zone by using their Ovlar mind tricks...

While they were busy doing their mind tricks on other innocent Singaporeans....

We found ourselves in the Ovlaien's spaceship...

so, we tried contacting Earth using those highly sophisticated Ovlaien technology gadgets....

Later we found out..those were refrigerator magnets...major bummer I tell you...

But somehow, we ended up on the roof of the National Museum...

Okay...This has gotta be the single-est dumbest and lamest post that I've ever posted...

2006-11-28T00:23:00.000+08:00

*Cool*

Recently, there has been a high demand of people wanting me to teach them a thing or two about guitars...bizzare...maybe I should start writing something like "Will teach to play the Guitar for food" on my forehead....at least there's something in return for me....and the ironic part is that, I can barely play the guitar.....(well you guys don't come complaining to me when you get boo-ed off the stage)....

Anyways, finally my headphone/microphone is finally here..hahaha...when I looked at myself in the mirror while wearing it, I realised that I looked like a...ermmm....can't think of the name at the moment...but yeah...I looked like that thing....Recently,I fell like a big huge boulder written Biochemical Science resting on my back...why?? because there's a test coming up this Wednesday and I'm absolutely clueless about that module... burden..burden...and more BURDEN....I feel like killing (or rather killed) those idiots who discovered the theory behind how our body function....bloody knickers, don't they have any better things to do back then??

Okay, let's not talk about school...I'm so freaking piss with the system....so during P.E.D today, I found a new game while Mr E was talking jiberish up front explaining about boilers to the class, I found a new game at Shockwave.com.....it's Capoeira Fighter...freaking awesome game...and it's freaking free...so why complain?? I love Capoeira....So I wanna wear all white to school tomorrow again, partly because I wanna look like those Capoeira-ist-er(?!?) and because I'm feeling peachy again....

I don't wanna talk about it, I'm just bloody peachy...but Jong (can I call you LingLing instead?? it makes you sound more girly) was nice enough by being all crazy and retard to make me smile in a spastic manner (don't ask)...ARRHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!TERM BREAK!! WHERE ARE THOU, TERM BREAK?!?!..... I need to sleep, the night is bothering me.....again~

2006-11-24T22:16:00.000+08:00

*GO!! GO!! POWER RANGERS!!*

I just realised that I haven't been blogging for a while....I must have been really busy..what's up with that?? I'm busy? hahaha....Seriously, what did I do over the week?? the only things I remembered was chemistry, stick and ball model, vegetable juice, no school on wednesday and operation mentos and coke...oh yeah, Operation Mentos and Coke was the best man....I don't know what happened but that was the best..hahahaha.....

So I've just realised something else, I'm a sadistic bastard....really I am....EXPLOSIONS excites me...and yeah,Chemistry have never been this cool.... remember last semester I caused some minor explosion in the lab and made the whole lab smells like fart?? HAHAHA!!! how I wish I could do that again...hahaha...(Mindef, you know who to call if you're looking for a bomb expert) , and right about now I'm itching to play some music...band never satisfy me....COME ON!! LETS PLAY SOMETHING MORE UPBEAT....and the idea of forming a band seems to be hopeless....hahaha...couldn't find anyone who can really click and take things full-heartedly....but well, maybe I'm just not cut out for this things....Killnex was fun but we're all busy with our own things....Sunset Boulevard was fun but we had our artistic differences...and The We ate the Germanz didnt seem to launch at all, but we had a great time making music (literally yeah)....

The phrase "dont bite more than you can chew" or something that sounds like that, actually has some truth in it...hahhaha...nevermind about that..it's something HIGHLY CONFIDENTIAL...go figure

2006-11-17T21:52:00.000+08:00

*They Influenced me into what I am today*

Anyways, it's Friday and I'm at home?? why is that?? I don't know why.....Tell me why??... ANYWAYS! school has been kinda boring actually but thank goodness I have my mates to keep the long boring week, well, tolerable....and fun...hahahaha...and since I was feeling kinda Peachy and Grouchy today, I decide to wear all white to school...People thought I was a secondary school kid, hence the reason why I'm writing about my day...(sec sch kids talk about their day usually)...

Being peachy makes me wanna wear white....Being Happy makes me wanna wear green...and Feeling normal, makes me wanna wear Black...currently, still kinda peachy...and I'm wearing all white right now...and I'm desperately in need for a new pair of drumstick...a white one... hahaha....okay anyways, me and my poly mates are planning to go on a roadtrip around the Johore region during the christmas break....It's gonna be FUN, FUN and FUN!!! at least there's something to look forward to after the common test....

Well, right now we're all taking a break from band practices....I kinda miss band pracs....especially having dinner with chris and affni, very the fun lah..hahaha..oh yeah, some other thing that I've just realise is that I've never mention about Sarah before...she is my FAVOURITE CLASSMATE...that was just something random...I'm freaking bored and I'm meeting the Gang later....I'm still peachy ,so, Poodles~!

2006-11-15T23:31:00.000+08:00

*You guys have No idea how I love this movie*

Sometimes I wonder how is it like to play for a big band....just like my dad during his active period as a trumpeteer....actually that was just a random thought, but I'm really interested in playing for a big band...anyone knows anyone who actually plays for a big band??? CONTACT ME!!

I just realised that I haven't had time for myself...you know we all need time for ourselves to do stuff like laying on the bed while staring at the ceiling & shooting spitballs at bugs, or reading a book with a corny title like "chicken soup for the retard soul", or simply do a self-reflection on oneself and crying because you've just realised that you're a total loser in the past and now you're out to destroy other people's life by making others feel bad....well for me,I like asking dumb questions while taking my evening walk around my neighbourhood...it is so RELAXING...

I'm just having one of my random thoughts lah, nothing personal...and to those mates of mine who are going through an emotional rollercoaster...try to sit down, relax,close your eyes, and find a happy place within you....then think of a group of cute little midget carrots dancing along to the tune "I WILL SURVIVE" ....

...Randomly Bored...

2006-11-12T23:51:00.000+08:00

*IT'S FINALLY HERE!!!*

Well a couple of weeks back, I ordered Vic Firth's heavy hitter stockpad from Hazizi...AND GUESS WHAT?!??! It's finally here!!! totally awesome man....The feeling is so real and sound is splendid (by the way, it sounds better with the laminate on)...worth every single damn penny arh....Next up I'm getting Ralph Hardimon's signature drumstick and a Stick bag for my sticks....gonna save up and might be ordering it next month...And it's about time for me to get a mallet...maybe I'm getting one of them too....I'M GOING PENNY-LESS SOON!!

This is my new toy
Testing out my new toy
You can estimate the size of thing

Well, I really need a new pair of stick...my old ones are starting to bust pretty soon....seriously the drumpad is awesome and addictive....I've been playing with the damn thing eversince I got home...I love my new drumpad....

2006-11-12T01:23:00.000+08:00

*Woohoo!! Sinfonia is over!!*

Well this is it, Sinfonia is finally over...We all put up a Fantabulous show and the feedback has been nothing but awesome...Totally awesome to the max....and to my awesome percussion section, I'm truly grateful to be able to play with a bunch of talented individuals like you guys... and I really mean it!! hahaha... and to my 5 string fender bass guitar, I'm gonna miss you baby...HAHAHA!!!

To those who came...Alif, Shaifullah,Faz,Sidek,Aishah,Hazizi,Valerie,The Three ensemble members , Mich, Nakamura, Norman, Ashlee, My favourite classmates and co. and more ... without you guys, WE ALL feel kinda blend playing for this concert...SO YOU GUYS TOTALLY ROCK TO THE CORE!!!!

The practices I had with the rest of my section has been a joyous ride...an emotional rollercoaster to be exact...There are a few cases of ups and downs and it was a wonderful journey, from the crazy dinners before pracs to going home late at night after practices and skip early morning lectures,the next day...It's gonna be bummer now....nothing to look forward to...but then again, there's the Ensemble concert...The Hawaii trip...and other lunch shows....and to my section again....You guys made my journey to Sinfonia a memorable one and this has gotta be one of my best experience ever...

The journey is The destination

2006-11-06T23:51:00.000+08:00

* Dearest Chloe, How are you up there in Heaven?*

Somehow there's something wrong with Jong, or should I say John (HAHAHA!!!)...she's been saying that her name is John...mighty weird girl...JOHN!!! YOU'RE GAY!!!!hahahaha...kidding kidding, you ass!!! A little shout out to Salihin, Happy 18th Birthday man...You're another year older, so I expect you to be another year wiser, YOU! another ass...

Okay, enough of dedications...I'm not The Doprah Swinfrey show, so enough....This is a random post, so I was chatting with Jong, so this is what happened actually:-

hi my name is john and i'm gay says:
because i'm sexy

ﻞﺎﻴﻨﺍﺪ says:
wat has dat got to do with da webcam again??
hi my name is john and i'm gay says:
hahahahaha
hi my name is john and i'm gay says:
im so sexy
hi my name is john and i'm gay says:
webcam allow others to see sexy john
ﻞﺎﻴﻨﺍﺪ says:
HAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!
ﻞﺎﻴﻨﺍﺪ says:
eh...put it on lah...
ﻞﺎﻴﻨﺍﺪ says:
i wan to see ur moustache
ﻞﺎﻴﻨﺍﺪ says:
HAHAHAHA!!!
hi my name is john and i'm gay says:
hahahahaha hell no
hi my name is john and i'm gay says:
i'm half naked now
ﻞﺎﻴﻨﺍﺪ says:
MOUSTACHE!!!!
hi my name is john and i'm gay says:
HAHAHAHA
hi my name is john and i'm gay says:
KIDDING
ﻞﺎﻴﻨﺍﺪ says:
EEEeeeeee!!!!!!!!
ﻞﺎﻴﻨﺍﺪ says:
HALF NAKED?!?!?!?!!?!?!
ﻞﺎﻴﻨﺍﺪ says:
hahahahahahahahahha
hi my name is john and i'm gay says:
eh relax lah
hi my name is john and i'm gay says:
don't get so excited
ﻞﺎﻴﻨﺍﺪ says:
hahahahahahaah
hi my name is john and i'm gay says:
you gay?
ﻞﺎﻴﻨﺍﺪ says:
.......
ﻞﺎﻴﻨﺍﺪ says:
GAY?!?!?!?!!?!
hi my name is john and i'm gay says:
wanna see my hot bod?
ﻞﺎﻴﻨﺍﺪ says:
oi!!!
hi my name is john and i'm gay says:
im john
ﻞﺎﻴﻨﺍﺪ says:
NO JOHN!!! NO!!!
ﻞﺎﻴﻨﺍﺪ says:
hahahahahahaha

So yeah, I've just realised that I've got more girl friends then guy ones...is there something wrong with me?? *grins* ...hahahaha...kidding....i've got an 8am lecture tomorrow and followed by band prac...this is madness man...I'm going AWOL !!!!! ROAR!!! ok I'm starting to sound like Shiying (sorry shiying!!)....EEeeeee...okok....my bed is calling me...

2006-11-06T00:03:00.000+08:00

Someday You'll find us..The Rainbow Connection

S'pore Children Society's Roundbox members...I'm gonna miss them
My mates....I'm the black sheep ,literally

It was a sunday morning...well, a cloudy one...But I didn't feel gloomy and stuff for the first time....thanks to Mich, I woke up at 9...she sprayed me with my favourite super -soaker....I wonder who let her into the house....I find waking up early on a sunday morning is stupid and only retards (Mich mainly), would wake up one up just to satisfy her shopping pleasure....Mich is one of close mates who I would help out in times of tribulation...but who the hell wakes up at 9 on a sunday morning....

So yeah, somehow I ended up in Burger King near gallery waiting for Nakamura-san (hahaha..) while Mich is talking about her shopping list while I was slowly eating my pathetic excuse for a breakfast and sipping my coffee....I was still in my sleepy mood....So yeah, fast-forward...YADAYADAYADA WHATEVERWHATEVER YADAYADAYADA I bump onto Daphne Khoo...YES MATES!!! DAPHNE FREAKING KHOO!!!! that girl is really something man...she's cute...I'm cute...we're perfect...HAHAHAHA!!!!!! okay,back to reality here.....DAPHNE IF YOU'RE READING THIS....CALL ME!!!!! hahahaha....

Later on the day, went over to Faz place and met up with my mates for visitng and stuff....I ended up looking like as if I'm going to some high posh dinner...in my mate's term "OVER" dressed...but hanging and chilling with them is never boring....hahahaha...anyways, there's Sinfonia this friday hope whoever's going would enjoy it....WELL MATIES!!! i'm hitting the deck, the night is bothering me...

2006-10-27T01:08:00.000+08:00

Paramore...sounds kinda paramount pictures...but They're totally awesome I tell you... and guess what?? I accidentally ate a chicken....so why did the chicken cross the road??

2006-10-24T05:52:00.000+08:00

*Brother Nas, doing his thing *

The older someone gets, the more obnoxious they become...no, not referring to you man.... So it's like this, yesterday while I was taking the train home I gave my sit to this old chinese aunty because I pitied for she is old, wrinkly, ugly and perhaps dying as well...So being the most courteous Singaporean ever...I gave way my sit while offering her a helping hand...instead, she made this I-freaking-hate-your-existence gesture with her mouth while shoving me to a side and not even a "Thank You"...so much for having a brain in that hideous afro haired of yours....the nerve of that old bitch..

Anyways, I'm currently listening to this band called Science Fiction Theatre...they're good, no kidding....the frontman of the band was a drummer in the band Rufio (remember?? we guys used to idolise them)...their tunes are kinda new age pop with a little tinge of rock, a little bit Channel 5 sorta soundtrack, but they are good nonetheless... and they have a fresh new sound compared to the Rufio tunes, ya know?? Even Ashlee is starting to dig their tunes...good girl... hahahaha...

I realised something...instead of trying to have a great time with my buds last night, I end up not having a good time at all....Fire Sparklers bores me easily...and also because of the fact that I felt bad not spending time with my family...so from now on, Family comes first...second is myself interest... then up next is friends and blablablabla...so anyways, Eid Mubarak and happy holidays...

2006-10-22T02:59:00.000+08:00

*I'm wearing that stripe sock thing*

Attention friends and faithful readers of bloggie land...I, Danial, will start being a semi-Vegan starting from today and will only resume being a carnivorous coon once somebody call me "SEXY"... HAHAHA!!! okay, I'm kidding about the sexy part...but yeah eating green icky stuff that wasn't alive and screaming itself to death was actually enlighten...hahaha...ok seriously,I haven't been eating anything that used to be moving around and make funky noises for the whole day...Ok Ok...I know you guys are laughing at me, thinking that I'n ridiculous and full of Poo but go ahead and LAUGH at me for all I care...I'm a flower child...

Alot of the cool people are Vegetarians...Travis Barker is a vegetarian...Billy Martin is a Vegetarian...Tim Armstrong is too a vegetarian....River Phoenix was a vegetarian too,till he died...and Mahatma Gandhi is a vegetarian too....see, and they're all perfectly scronny to the bones and the verge of dying....it's everyone's dream...ok, maybe not mine...and yeah, drinking goat's milk is totally awesome too...it's way better than cow's milk....I'm going Organic from now on....I'm gonna be Dan the Organic man....anyone wanna join??

2006-10-20T00:13:00.000+08:00

*Batman and Robin slept on the same bed...so go figure*

It's 12+ in the morning, and in exactly 12hrs I'll be having my first lecture of the day at LT-Q1...or is it 2?? figures...just follow the crowd as usual...Biochemical has been nothing but slutty bitch...making my life miserable with all the "Scientific" terms they used...ANNOYING to the core....including now, I've been reading through my lecture notes for the fourth time and I barely understand what they are saying....Like hello genius dudes and dudettes, can't you put it in a lay-man's term..I don't have any Biology background here!! like yoohoo!! hello!!!!....the only biology terms that I know of are "Penis", "Vagina" , "Scrotum", "Sperm", "Clitorious"...or whatever....

Oh yeah, Batman and Robin slept on the same bed...doesn't that bother you?? imagine this, your no. 1 hero is doing a little something something on the bed with a little kid....well, tomorrow is Friday...Friday means Ensemble Practice...Ensemble prac is getting annoying...not the people in it, I LOVE my section ALOT!!!! it's just the schedule.....friday night...there goes my social life...totally Poons~

2006-10-16T02:11:00.000+08:00

*cinnamon roll is my friend*

oh damn it...tomorrow is the first day of school..well actually it's today because it's 2a.m in the morning, so technically it's today, but I still call it tomorrow instead of today as I'm still awake and every one asleep, which makes today, yesterday by default as according to the international time committee that tomorrow is in fact today and today is by right yesterday....Get it?? (actually I made the thing up about the international time committee part)

Moving on, yesterday (or today) was Mich's birthday.....HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICH!!!...you're finally 18, you're getting old and wrinkly and all the boys are running away from you, YOU GRANNY!!!! kidding....hahaha...you guys made my last day of semestral break fun and joyous and on top of that,Mich is getting old!!!!....I bet you wanna slap me really badly...anyways, news from Ashlee, she'll be back in S'pore this saturday..*HURRAH!!!*.. at 2!! *HURRAH!!*...in the MORNING *aaawww~ shucks*.....

Anyways, gotta crawl to my soft, comfy bed....and by the way...HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE ISABELLE CONCEICAO!!!!! (did I spelled your name right,by the way??)

2006-10-14T23:21:00.000+08:00

It's a wonderful saturday night and just a day away from a brand new semester...the school system is such a bitch...MAJOR MAJOR BITCH!!!...they should give another month of semestral break...two months isn't enough...

I was suppose to meet up with my Perc mates this afternoon to have a little wee outing, but I was too tired...I was sleeping over at my bud's place...and I only get a proper shut eye when I got home which is around 8am..so hence, I slept through the day..which is not exactly a good idea...because I backed out from my Perc Mates...so,I have a little something to say...Ehhemm...dear guys, I'M SO SORRY!!!!! IT WAS MY BAD!!!! SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY!!!!! it was totally my fault man...don't kill me PLEASE!!! HAHAHAHAHA...and yeah, Chris, Affni is evil and girls are MEAN!!!!.....anyways,I'm off to play Baseketball....POODLES~

2006-10-14T15:07:00.000+08:00

Did you know that ball point pens has a ball at the tip?? Thus the name Ball-Point

*That's Ernie...he's nice, he eats papers instead*

I don't know why but I feel like blogging (I'm a blogger hence blogging is the thing that I'm doing right now) in the afternoon because usually I would blog in the middle of the night (there's a song to it right? I mean "in the middle of the night")...okay, back to where I started before side tracking about techno songs...

I met up with the Toa Payoh Monks (was previously known as the Toa Payoh's Smoking Monkees) the other day...and god I haven't seen them for ages...Wan, Zul, Ail...those 3 are unseparable... I feel kinda warm and fuzzy (in a homely sense) when they called me "Goof" again...they were like the Zee-boys of Toa Payoh and we used to skate around when we were little munchkins....I couldn't do much tricks anymore due to obvious reasons but cruising around wasn't that bad....and yeah afterall this years, I still couldn't do a decent 50-50 or a 5 deck ollie....I'm HEAVY lah come on....therefore, I'm starting a "Lose Weight" campaign.....and a campaign phrase like "Fat is Bad" hahaha....okay, maybe that one is a little wee too harsh... gotta start finding my campaign manager...so, POODLES~

2006-10-10T02:43:00.000+08:00

70's era has gotta be the most coolest era for funk music...who says Dudes with funky afro hair and weird space suits weren't cool?? so here's a couple of videos that was on youtube which I found to be very very entertaining and awesome tunes....there were like the "panic! at the disco" plus "chipmunks" plus "snoop dog" plus "star wars" back in the 70's...and there were "Earth Wind and Fire"...do enjoy the vids...P.S damn, those fros are huge...

2006-10-06T23:05:00.000+08:00

Travel & Food channel...Please sign me up

I've always wanted to be those Food Journalist who goes around from one stall to another, or from a restaurant to another...like come on, those things will never come true...So I decide to have my own Food Journal (and maybe show next time)...

Of course with the help of my fellow food critics:-

This is Chris, he's a victim of denial...he thinks that he's still 18

And here's Affni, she has a crush on Hazizi...did I just typed that?

Okay, back to my story....so we're on a trail for the best and awesomeness culinary dish you could find in Singapore (or Ang Mo Kio at least)...well we chickened out last minute and decide to stay safe and go to Pizza Hut instead.

Anyways, if you're going to Pizza Hut..just know that Parmesan cheese is all you need...it's your best friend...it's your weapon...it's your liposuction....it's your everything that you need to compliment whatever you're eating....

Super supreme Cheezy-lava pizza is the best...unless you don't eat the olives or green pepper then please please do order something else...But yeah, if you're lactose-intolerant like me, be prepare to get a bad case of diarrhoea the next morning....but it was all well worth it...oh yeah, it goes better with extra parmesan cheese on it...I mean LOTS of it...

well,I had walnut cheese cake for my dessert (I think the blueberry one looks disgusting)....it was well...nutty~....and very rich...you should see affni's and chris's face after the meal...it's priceless...hahahaha...well, the walnut cheese cakes tastes even better with a little parmesan cheese on it ...I put alot actually.....

There's full orchestra prac tomorrow in the morning and a little community service for the old folks (I'm just in for the CCA points) and yeah, we're celebrating lantern festival at Bishan park tomorrow....I know, I raised my eyebrow when the announced it...but I'm half chinese, it'll be like old days again....well, POODLES~

2006-10-02T02:04:00.000+08:00

*That's George and Martha the Hippo*

George and Martha has gotta to be my favourite show of all time (or is it Murder she Wrote??)... anyways, I'm a great Fan of this show...I would go bezerk if I missed the show...as in seriously BEZERK!!!! anyways, it's a story of 2 Hippos (duh~) living in a small town called "Happy Palm".....oh yeah, it seems that their Nostrils are slightly (MUCH actually) bigger than their eyes...BUT I STILL FIND THEM ENTERTAINING!!!!!

Anyways, I lost memory on what happened during the last 24 hours...I couldn't find any explaination besides I was being abducted by Aliens and the flew to the Outer Space in their flying saucer...then, they did some funky weird experiment but when they found out I'm a useless life form, they send me back to Earth...I dunno, it might happened you know....Anyways, if you guys remembered what happened to me please do call me at 1800-112-IHAVEBEENABDUCTEDBYALIENS...HAIYAYAI...thinking about it gives me a headrush....Poodles~

2006-10-02T01:41:00.000+08:00

*So innocent,So Young,So SMALL*

I was digging up some old box, than I found this old photos...hahaha...I look so small and ANNOYING...who would have thought that little kid end up being this Asshole who's typing this entry...those were the days...like my first christmas on that hello kitty mattress...and my first trip to Japan with mum and tuxedo Sam...and with my late Great Grandma, we didnt really talk beacuse she was speaking in Hokkien and and a little bit of Javanese..and the picture of my Brother with some of our cousins...Sigh~ those were the days lah....ENJOY!!!

2006-09-28T00:27:00.003+08:00

*Sony-Ericsson's Phone has limitless wonders*

In an age where the phrase "eat-shit-and-die" literally means anything but what it is suppose to mean, it proves that Language is more than a barrier..Lingo, Slang, Accent,whatever and stuff are normal...but people who tried TOO hard to fake an accent or try to use a slang, are SO overrated... Singaporeans especially (I'm a Singaporean so I dare to say), no doubt Singaporeans claims English as our official language, so that it would be easy and fair (BULLSHIT~) for our multi-cultural background inhabitants to mingle and communicate (again total BULLSHIT~)...

You see, most blogs I've come across were written in perfect (I'm Exaggerating actually) english plus BOMBASTICALLY CHIM-CHIM BEDEK-BEDEK words...but in reality, their English are more or else my standard (it's an understatement actually)...."ANNA-TOMMY" instead of anatomy..."SHOES LAY" instead of shoelace... "HAR-BEE-TART" which I dunno what the hell was that...like come on, the least you could do is to learn on how to pronounce it right....I'm not saying that I'm perfect lah, but that's the number 1 reason why I'm not a crowd or a talkative person....okay fine~, I can barely speak perfect English..HAPPY??

Oh yeah, I went to Bali the other time, this Aussie girl came up to me and asked me where I was from and I told her "I'm from Everywhere but Somewhere"...okok,old tacky cliché line but she thought it was cool...I bet she was just being nice....

2006-09-24T00:45:00.000+08:00

*Saving the World with one Pole at a time*

It's the first of Ramadhan...it's the Holy month and the month of Miracles....and also the month to test out my temperamental level since alot of dumbasses seems to be attracted to me during this month....Mosque was as usual...Packed...and it's kinda scary going to the Mosque with Dad, because everyone seems to know him personally....then I would be like..."Eermm, Hi!! I'm the Son"

By the way, did you guys know that in Saudi, the shops only opens around 10+ pm and closes at around 6am?? and get this, work starts at 10am and ends around 3pm the most...Awesome huh?? People switched to the nocturnal life during this month...So if you tell me that you clubbed in MOS till 3am, I would say, "SO?"...and again, Sharlin is pestering me again about her life back in Saudi..it goes "YADAYADAYADA".....ENOUGH lah!!!

Anyways, Ramadhan Kareem to all my Brothers and Sisters of Islam...As'salam..

2006-09-19T14:15:00.000+08:00

I couldn't understand what the hell they were saying, but that was totally funny...hahaha...come on, that helicopter thingy sticking up his ass...hahaha...Dad has been forcing me to take up a new hobby or something...and he says doing ridiculous research on wikipedia.com and watching George and Martha on kids central doesn't count...So yesterday, I've officially found a new hobby...Sitting on the 25th storey (the rooftop actually) and switch on to the local jazz station on the radio while reading last years' National Geographic magazine....one word "Relaxing"....

Oh yeah, look at anthony's hair...it's PINK!!!!...actually, it kinda suits him...in a very queer sense but it still looks good...don't get me wrong, I still hate the colour pink to the deepest core of whatever you can think of....but some things I do have to make a few exceptions...just like Dad, he's watching George and Martha on kids central right now, gotta jet...Don't wanna miss any scene...

2006-09-18T14:19:00.000+08:00

Daniel De Payva --

[noun]:

A real life terminator

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

I'm a Real-Life terminator Jyah?? I'll kill all of you!! Jyah?? (Read it with a fake Swedish accent or ala Arnold Scharwdjfhsgfhwejfhsdhjsdvdnigger accent) ....well, the De Payva name would be soon gone as there's no one else to continue it's legacy in my family...boohoo...but in honour I don't mind people calling me by that name...But I'm still Danial Bin Sanusi (I like this name better)...I'll kill you Jyah!!! gotta jet...

2006-09-14T23:35:00.000+08:00

Haven't been blogging this few days because I'm kinda beat up over, well....nothing actually....before I start,Thanks to Salihin now my blog looks like it belongs to some overgrown emo-bastard...(I know I know,I am One, Happy all??)...but it's a nice layout compared to the previous one...OKAY!!! who am I kidding it's the same... it just had a few facelift and etc etc here and there....and tadaa...New Template...sorta....

I haven't been getting enough sleep and I've been running around like some headless chicken...honestly, I don't know what I was doing these past few days...except trying to get Nak's ass from trouble....Honestly, he's still the same old dumb ass afterall these years (that's a compliment Mr Miyagi, and your New Zealand accent still annoys me after all these years man)....anyways, Mich was telling me about running an Anti-Camwhoring Campaign...god knows why?? she has been one of the most active Cam-Whorer around in the beginning of cam-whoring time....well,second to Ashlee at least...or Norman...hahahaha...

Okay, I'm kinda spaced out at the moment because I kinda forget something major...oh well....I hope you guys enjoy the music video above...it's a song called "Your New Cuckoo" by The Cardigans....and decade ago, it was the anthem for every Poly-ticians...it's a great track, very layed back...ok gotta go kapush~

2006-09-11T01:31:00.000+08:00

Vader kinda messed up these days after the trilogy (or I should say series)have ended...

2006-09-10T00:52:00.000+08:00

*Hey guys, I looked like someone's Grandma*

I seriously can't wait to get out of Singapore...another couple of days and I'm blasting off to Europe with 5 of my mates (cousins actually) for fun and leisure...making it our own "Eurotrip"...and plus we're stopping by Amsterdam,the capital of Porn, Drugs and anything else that is illegal to the known civilisation...I bet they use subutex as their toothpaste....Anyways,Ashlee is having her Vacation and I met up with her this afternoon before her flight back to Ontario...I seriously need more guy friends because she and Mich has been poisoning my mind with images of boys kissing boys...urgh...wait a minute, having more girl friends ain't half bad actually...*giving my kinky smile*

Anyways, we went to east coast for some reason to chill out....the ocean breeze is freaking awesome....Okay anyways, the thing that ticks me off is people's reaction when I tell them that I'm half chinese and half-eurasian...well, the first reaction is "hAaHAhaHAa" and the second one is "Stop it lah Mat"...bloody hell...Mich has become the first girl to be called "kencing manis" by me (though she doesn't know what that means)...Do I have to have small and tiny eyes to be qualified as a chinese?? (no offence there) or to have blonde hair and a snobbish attitude to qualified as a Eurasian?? (or a perfect english)...sheesh... just because I speak Malay doesn't make me a Malay or the tone of my skin?? shit ass, making fun of my heritage....sorry Mich, "kencing manis" means diabetes...did I spelled it right??...

Okay enough about that, my brother is going delirious without being able to play his precious xbox 360 because the TV in our living room went "Kababoom" for some reasons...and he's been sitting in front of the couch where he would normally seat and just stare at his xbox....weird fella...and he's been making this weird sound effects from the game...scary~...reason why I'm sitting on the balcony while writing this entry...I'm still planning on what to do once I get my foot on Amsterdam?? Muahahaha....maybe buy a porcelain duck?? hahaha...that's so loser-ish...

Tomorrow is the big day where the IMF summit thingy gonna start...I wonder if they brought along any of their young teenage daughters ....Just giving a thought...it might happen you know...well for now, in the words of the italians...Chow...

2006-09-04T01:49:00.000+08:00

*How to let go of a girl who's already left?*

For some reason I'm still awake and watching "The Three Amigos" on channel 5...tell me why?? somebody, tell me...please....anyways, a while ago I was feeling kinda feverish...kinda weird, my immune system never failed me....not even once...kinda bizzare....WHY?? WHY???...

I was playing around with some scale on my guitar and suddenly, I got myself playing lamb chop's theme song...and that stupid theme song have been stuck in my head ever since... brother went back home because I kept playing it till he got pissed and when off home....and yeah, it is still playing in my head while I'm typing this entry....

Damn Lamb chops...

I bet lamb chop is gay...or is it a girl?? it's a girl?? really? my bad then...then that yellow Dino in Barney has definitely gotta be queer....like come on B.J?? what sorta initial is that?? I mean they really gotta change that poor thing a new name...no? ok picture this...what if a kid goes to Toys R Us and he suddenly tell his mum..."Mummy, I want a B.J!!!"......nah arh...no good....no good at all...and what's next Barney doing a Rainbow special on T.V?? oh wait...they did that on T.V already...oh hell, what is wrong with the media this days??? while I ponder on this some other day, I gotta continue playing that Lamb Chop again...it's freaking addictive I tell ya..

Oh look!!! the turtle just talked..hahaha!! oh sorry...my bad..Bye~

2006-09-03T00:00:00.000+08:00

Saturdays are always the same

Firstly,before I start, I wanna say Happy Birthday to my elder brother who is like 23 this year...he's getting old...anyways,Saturdays means busy going out to town or hanging with my mates at the central area...well, that's not the case today...kinda sick of town to be honest as I've been there for a couple of days straight....oh yeah, by the way that's albert the snail in the pic below...say "hi" to albert guys...he loves maggi's mashed potato...no kidding...

Well, I met up with In today for the opening of Bishan's community library...actually, we just wanna be the first to get hold on the graphic novels....and yeah, graphic novel means everything to me....a decade has passed and I'm still a comic geek....anyways, it has a great interior and exterior...but yeah,it will never beat Toa Payoh's library....

Okay, as you can see there's like this puzzle that me and In took like about half an hour to figure it out, it takes two 18 year old to crack this lame kiddy shit...hahaha...and a crowd was like surrounding us when we solved the dang puzzle...eat your heart out munchahos...

Ok,enough reviewing about the library....I really missed going to the cinema ya know...haven't been to any for a while now....actually I couldn't careless because I would normally drive to JB to get a bootleg cd of the latest movies ya know?? I'm trying to save money here......
Anyways, while I was walking around Bishan, they were like airing a movie at the field nearby my secondary school.....kinda cool actually, watching movies under the stars...it's like a first experience for me....it would have been perfect if I were to go out with some girl instead of In, no offence dude...It's under the stars,man...

Oh yeah, bumped onto the Anorexic one, Qim....the no. 1 brat who keeps pestering me....it was nice a couple of weeks ago when she lost her phone and didn't contact me...total silence....damn, and she's starting to bug me...again...but anyways, THANKS QIM!!!! for buying me a dinner....

2006-08-31T00:58:00.000+08:00

Power Rangers are inspired by Queer spandex wearing Dancers

Semestral exam are over...Hurrah for that...now I can run around naked in my room till I die...be warn, it's not a pretty sight...Okay so, me and Dad are like eating cheese right now... since mum is over at grandma's for the night and there's no one to cook dinner....and as I'm typing this entry Dad is going on and on about the history of cheese and a few facts about cheese...hahaha...Dad, Dad..he's the single most weirdest person I've known...yet he's the best...So is mum...I miss her meat loaf the most...It was wednesday night, it was suppose to be meat loaf night...
Oh yeah, I have a quiz...below here are two of my classmates...guess who's the Malaysian and who's the Singaporean?? ...no guys, none of them are Indian Nationals, don't be rude...

Did you know, if you try crossing your eyes while jumping around on one foot you will feel sick?? interesting, you guys should try doing it....

That's me and Ms Jo and two other weirdos....Today is officially Jo's last day at Roundbox, major bummer man...well, very one has to move on with their life anyways....pardon the pic, Sharlin suck at taking photos....

Also, today is the eve of Teachers' day....my secondary schoolmates are like asking me to visit that god foresaking school because we haven't see each other for a long time, and they wanna treat it as a "Reunion"....like "HELLO?!" it's only been a year not a decade...dumbasses...I honestly don't miss that school....I'm moving on and I'm starting a new....oh great, another dumbass just text me about this...anyways Happy Teachers' day to all you teachers, tutors, mentors, lecturers,ustaz, masters, sith lords, yoda, jedi council, Professor X, guru, shaolin masters, sensei and zordon...and thanks for all of your guidance in my new enlighten way of life...

2006-08-28T00:46:00.000+08:00

A new happy memory was set at Botanic Garden

Before Chloe passed on, we used to go there frequently just to get away from the busy city rush...and I kinda miss those days...but today a new memory was set..just take a look....

Faz and Shai...are just a few of my good friends from my secondary school days apart from In and Weiliang....ok faz and shai aren't exactly the typical ideal friends, highly bitchy....caution yeah..
Me and Shai...airing our dominant manhood
An ideal Postcard
Nowhere to go but up
Main Gate road
The main Gate
Us going home..

Overall,we had a great time...the time me and chloe had picnic and strolling around can never be replace...but, like what Ms Sharlin said,it takes time...but, shai planned for a picnic sometime this week...a smile leads to a long way...

2006-08-19T23:06:00.000+08:00

*Iskandar's final concert and my first concert with NYPPT*

Just came back from the SWSPE aplay concert...and yeah it was held at Ulu Pandan CC....hold on a sec...Ulu Pandan CC is anything but ulu...the CC is like the size of the fullerton hotel...and hell yeah it's damn big....so yeah, it was great concert all...I kinda fell asleep half of the repertoire, no offence lah...it's just that I didn't get enough sleep last night...and blame chris for wanting to meet us up at 4pm when the concert start at 7pm....it's like a percussionist gathering down there...Hazizi was there...and most of my instructor from perc fest was there...

Oh yeah, I had sore eyes again...bloody hell...it damn hurts, and my exams are coming up....I really need to do something about it...argh....

2006-08-17T21:59:00.000+08:00

Ok yes, I was much much fitter back then compared to now....Much Much fitter......
Today has been mighty shitty...worst thing mum bought me this bag, which is so damn fugly....argh!!!...and it cost 200+ bucks...what the bleeping hell?...and yeah,I really really hate it to the core of the deepest deepest deepest whatever you can think of.....I don't really want to hurt her feeling or anything, but dad kinda told mum that I hate it......shit~.... it's not because I'm a brat or anything...it's because it's freaking expensive....and I told them that I'm getting another bag which cost about 30+bucks....as it's much cheaper and much durable compare to an expensive yet ugly looking bag...it looks like a box-cum-backpack....

Yeah, so I accidentally stumble upon this video, something like a documentary...it shows how they tolerate criminals in Saudi...get this, thieves when they're caught, their hands cut...spies, their tongue are cut....ands rapist...ermm...go figure out that part.....ouch~... I can tell you one thing... never have sex in Saudi...NEVER!!!!!!!!! don't even thing about sex down there...or else your down there, will be kinda detachable from now on....

And I have a new word added to my vocab list....and the word is Conjugate....what is it?? must be something that has gotta do with engineering stuff because that damn word keeps appearing in my Engineering math textbook...annoying~

2006-08-09T12:17:00.000+08:00

9th of August

Yes, today is Singapore's National Day....Singapore turns 41 this year...*Hurrah*...*rolls eyes*.... I mean, National day, I've been celebrating it for the pass 18 years of my life..hahaha...you see being 18 is a big deal ok, I can go around and say "I can drive a car and motorcycle now, you?? you can only ride a bicycle" hahaha...cool right?? No? nevermind.....
Okay, we Singaporeans get it...every year they would try to outdo the previous year...but to be honest, they're making it worst...for example the songs, old melodies they tried to "remix" it by adding a little "rap" into it figuring it would be cool and that the youngsters would like it...like hello?? cheesy fest ??? ....as you can see, I went to the preview a couple of weeks back...nothing spectacular...the only part I enjoyed is during the display marching segment, damn cool... what do you expect, I was a band geek.... So yeah, have you guys ever wondered what might have happened if Raffles didn't stumble onto Singapura back then?? hahaha...(oh by the way, Sang Nila Utama was the founder of Singapore not Raffles, Raffles just stumbled upon,not found)...We would still be a part of Malaysia, then I would be typing this entry in Bahasa Melayu instead of typing it in english...I mean afterall, we're in the Malay Archipelago....hahaha..okok, never mind about that..did you know, that my original birthday is on the 8.8.88?!?! awesome uh huh...so that means, I have two birthdays, double the awesomenessand my birth date is like so totally weird....dear Mr Fengshui, is that a good sign?!?....okok, I better stop ranting anymore shit... Happy National Day fellow Singaporeans!!! and happy holiday...

2006-08-06T21:10:00.000+08:00

*If all the skinheads in the world looks like this, I'll die in my own laughter*

It's been a couple of days since I've turned 18 and surprise surprise, I don't really feel any different, besides the fact I don't really need to sneak into any clubs and fear of getting caught by the cops...

I was out with Ashlee and Mich and Chloe (Charlie's Angels) just now, went United Square's Starbucks for a late afternoon chill and catching up with them....so as usual, Ashlee would get high after drinking some ice-blended coffee stuff...so, she was talking non-stop and goes on and on and on....and the most awkward part was, when Mich told us that she just broke up with steven recently and she was kinda down..and when you thought things couldn't get any worst, somehow Ashlee did it...She went on talking about "You know usually when our relatives get married, my aunt would usually asked Jordan when will it be his turn??...so when funeral comes upon any of our old relatives, Jordan would poke on our Aunt and ask when would it be her turn?? get it? her turn??...HAHAHAHA" she kinda freaks me out and she's drugged with caffiene..lucky it wasn't alcohol.....god knows what damage she might have done...

Oh yeah, Norman was complaining to me about his new post in the army, he complains that he has to keep in shape because he is a Physical Instructor...and I thought he was joking...I mean that guy would take the cab when we're going to bishan when we're Toa Payoh...a brat like him?!? kinda odd....hmmm...

2006-08-03T00:13:00.000+08:00

Ehem...attention people....I'm 18!!!!!!! WOOOHOOOO!!!!! Happy Birthday to me

2006-08-01T20:59:00.000+08:00

*The Big Comfy Couch it is*

This photo was like what?? A year or two ago?? hahaha...yeah, I can't believe time just flew by like that...Time is such a bitch...and all of us are like separated and stuff, and we don't really meet up anymore. Whocares?? Personally, I couldn't really careless about it...hahaha....

Ok so in school today I had my Semestral Project Presentation...as expected, we weren't exactly the no.1 best group in the class....shithole whocares? we only did it in like what?? 2 days?? while the rest was given a 2 month head start...(pfft..not really a head start if you get what I mean)...

oh yeah, hahaha...ok, today during lecture I was gossiping with desiree about shiying and alex.... hahaha...I hope alex didn't overheard our conversation, but still it was really damn hilarious.....

then desiree told shiying something like "You know that someone has already dressed up and stuff and You, Ms Foo ShiYing, didn't even compliment him?? why oh why??".... Shiying was like freaking blush and tried to change the subject by complimenting on Hisyam's ear studs...hahaha...today was fun and short...that's what I like about it....gotta hit the books, exams coming....bitch ya later......

2006-07-30T15:59:00.000+08:00

I do sometimes wonder what would they write in my obituary section in the papers.....well, I shouldn't have asked...

'What" will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

2006-07-29T20:26:00.000+08:00

What are they gossiping me about in Heaven???

Teenage Mutant Ninja Tortoise...1 half of my bitchiest bunch

Just me hanging on the bridge ...with my other half of my bitchiest bunch

Yeah...Affni bought me dinner at Swensens yesterday...Mega Burger Freaking rocks man... Thanks Affnininininininininini!!!!!!

Today I got into a fight, my dad stop me....I'm still trying to cooldown...Stupid thing leads to another,I'm just glad that I surrounded by my love ones...I really need to go to those Anger Management stuff....I need to make myself a Tiara to scare all the bad guys away.....Tataa~

2006-07-25T21:43:00.000+08:00

You know what annoys me other than the fact that I've got to do a formal presentation in front of dozens of doofus tomorrow?? Alot...why?? today seems to be very wrong....firstly, my laptop sounds freaking soft..I think there's something wrong with it...I've tried adjusting the volume...but still..no good...I've tried playing songs on it, and yeah the songs end up to be vocal-less....suck juice...

Val came to NYP this afternoon...and not forgetting her friend..what was her name again??... anyways Val stuff 4 bucks in my bag...I dunno whatever for?? but yeah...4 bucks is still money.. and today, Sanjeev called Mr Alvin , Mr Inorganic...Freaking hilarious man, he kinda forgot his name.. so he went like.." yeah..yeah..that guy..who?? ermm...Mr Inorganic!!!".....we were like laughing our ass off....Hisyam said it sounds like Mr Body-beautiful...hahahaha...I know, it doesn't relate at all...that what makes it even funnier...hahahaha....

I'm so bleeping pissed...I've tried entertain myself, but I end up bore myself instead....suck juice even more man....I'm so gonna hit some nancies....meanwhile, gotta hit the books and think about what to say for tomorrow's presentation.....bleeping shits~

2006-07-23T13:08:00.000+08:00

*Coin operated buddy*

Butt cleavage is anything but a turn on.....especially for guys.....for god's sake wear a boxers or something to cover up that crack....I wanna put a 50cent coin in there...hahahahaha....

Today, while I was watching cartoon network with my 5 year old nephew...this chupa chups ad came on, and guess what was their catch phrase?? .........The Pleasure of Sucking......and god, I had a hard time explaining it to my nephew.....it always sound wrong lah when I tried explaining it to him, I mean what the hell "pleasure of sucking"??

And guys, Pokka's Japanese Green Tea is fucking fowl....I don't think that they should sell it in stores you know....it's like poison...Salihin was like laughing at me when I first drank it, then I laughed at his reaction when it comes to his turn drinking it...

I should be studying now, there's a test tomorrow and my schedule is gonna be tight this week... Smell ya Later~~

2006-07-22T01:51:00.000+08:00

Only in the school of chemical and life sciences where you can get the best doodlers in town.... we realise that we have gotten into the wrong course...LOL...we should have freaking chose a design course instead...The ugly cartoon head is Val's interpretation of our Math teacher....hahaha....funny fella...Our math teacher looks exactly like it....with lesser hair of course....The emo kid sketch, I did during my Chemical engineering principle's lecture, nice?? (No, it's fucking not that paul shithill guy)... explains the "C's" and "D's" I got this far.....tataa...freaking sleepy....

2006-07-19T00:28:00.000+08:00

* Laugh all you want, I think this car is cool*

There's something wrong with me, can't be, there's never anything wrong about me besides being an ass who almost burnt the whole house while trying to cook 2 pathetic hotdogs... don't blame me, I'm a growing child...Ok,GROWN...whatever...

I just found out that using expression such as "=P" or "=(" or "-.-" is actually freaking retard...Why?? I don't know, I just find it annoying and so year 2000....I mean, even in real life I wouldn't show my facial expression, I would just go and say "Fuckles!!" or "Mighty John Tittie" and stuff like that....

Speaking of titties...today in school, me and hisyam was like sitting in front of the lecture theatre waiting for our class,and poor us, we saw this guy wearing this extra-super-duper-totally-mighty tight t-shirt, while his mighty gross man titties are like so freaking visible even to people leagally blind people such as myself...Major Eeewww... I swear his nipple is like the size of Texas....it's freaking hypnotise anyone who is looking at it...DON'T STARE AT TITTIES!!!

I skipped 3 hours of school today, didn't feel like going....I would have stayed home all day,if it weren't for the Report which is due today.....I'm suppose to be rehearsing my part for the upcoming percussion ensemble concert, as usual, watching Globe Trekkers comes first....who cares, they emphasize on sight reading anyway...and yeah, I've been telling myself to play the guitar so I that wouldn't have waste my 600+ hard earned bucks for that guitar I've bought.....as usual, watching Globe Trekkers comes first.....I swear I wanna be a Globe Trekkee one day...in the mean time, I'm late for my appointment with Mr Sandman....Bye....

2006-07-18T00:18:00.000+08:00

It all depends on how you view my life...for the moment, my life is a mess...no there's nothing shitty about my life, my room is in a freaking mess...I think I just saw a snake slithering into my pile of Mount Laundry...who care's I love my jungle theme room....folks going bonkers though~

To those cave dwellers out there, over the weekends there's Baybeats,the music festival for cheapskates like us to enjoy music for free....saw alot of dudes from school, some I know, some I don't, some I do but I couldn't be bothered...that's just it....was there just to check out some of the cooler and more appealing bands to my ears...to my ears at least....

One thing I've learned from my past experience, going with the right crowd is important... make sure the crowd you're going is totally cool, not too enthusiastic but cool nonetheless....going with Val is one example, awesome girl,it's her first time so it's very crazy and awesome to be with...
Another good example is In, Mai and Weiliang cool and not too enthusiastic..right crowd.... some of the other people I shan't mention but trying to act cool...definitely a NO-NO....

Might be hitting back to the jamming room with In again, for some erhemm, projects....You know, maybe performing for baybeats one day would be totally awesome...Actually, I'm in for the girls...Nak just told me that my blog template looks very ga..so, I'm changing it...LOL.....

So, I want to Eatz Ze GZERMANZ!!! fuckles, I'm not in the mood to blog actually...tataa!!

2006-07-13T21:20:00.000+08:00

The Chronicles of Nanyang: The Liar,The Chapteh and The Toilet Bowl

Just like any other day in the peaceful institute of Nanyang Polytechnic, home of the simple minded simpletons, educating themselves while being watched and guided by the mighty powerful "Director"....I really need to get a new hobby, my shit-ranting has gone from bad to worst....

Today is Thursday, Thursday means Long-day, Thursday means morning lab sessions, Thursday means "Wedidn'tgetenoughsleeplastnightaswerushedforourlastminutelabreport", Thursday also means a day before Friday which is a day away from the weekend. As usual, we were never bright and chirpy for our lab sessions as we have to clocked in by 8am....so, there I was running against time through the busy "early-morning" hallway rush..fyi I woke up at 7:15am.. jump-crawl-bish-bang-whatever...just in time, I clocked in by 7:59am...lady luck was on my side today....fair enough I ran into the director again this week...dammit...anyways, today's lab session everyone but me cried...NO! no! no one died or anything, it's just the effect of iodine after it vapourise, I also found out that Sarah has a plastic eye and My glasses are 354528978754653221times better than the lab goggles....

Today we skipped Maths for a game of chapteh...stupid as it may sound, it was kinda fun....( shiying tried head-in it..LOL)...Shiying,Pei2,Valerie,Landy, Hisyam, Alex and me... 7 dorks... playing it in the middle of the court yard while the rest was laughing at our blunderness...It's violent plus funny when playing with them....We didn't realise that the whole student body was watching us playing on that one pathetic chapteh, well even the lecturers and the mighty director was watching us...hahaha....oh well, tomorrow is Friday and tomorrow is also the first day for Baybeats, and as shitty as it may sound...I still have tons and tons of report to do and not forgetting that class test on Monday...oh bugger~

2006-07-11T23:56:00.000+08:00

*That's me and Qim licking Icekimo's ice-cream*

I love school but I hate school, it's one of thoselove hate things....it's like this, so far I've passed every module cept for Engineering Maths , I mean that is course is so totally bogus to the point of watching unicorn porn....Let's see, in exactly 35 hours, I'll be sitting for my Material Science test...obviously I have not read up about it...definitely gonna fail...never really did understand about BCC or FCC or HCPC....and tomorrow is Thinking and Problem solving, lame ass module being taught by spider-ears and according to Abil if we look at his ears properly, we could see one of it's "legs" waving....LOL...I seriously do wonder where did he get all of these theories from....so, I have to come to school for 2hours and do nothing but seating there doing some ridiculous exercise like "Mental Gymnastics"....I seriously have nothing else to blog about so,I'm signing off...Over *beep* and*beep* Out

2006-07-09T17:52:00.000+08:00

*me and chloe are totally in love with this snap shot*

I wonder how many weenies can Firestar stuff inside her mouth?? hahaha...I'm over at Chloe's since 12pm and constantly pestering me for Ben & Jerry's ice-cream...Girls~ they're always constantly high...For those who had noticed, good for you...but F.Y.I we're all facing weather freak..did you guys noticed that it has been kinda warm these passed few days, Joel said it's Summer Weather (whatever that means)...god, if it isn't for Chloe's room being air-conditioned,I would have been having shower in my own sweat....It's Sunday, it's raining and we couldn't go out because of the Nice weather we're having...Sometimes I feel like inventing a weathercontrol'o'er machine...So I would be able to control the weather, and it would be sweet to be snowing in Singapore huh?? I mean it would be snowing in Telok Belangah, raining in Toa Payoh, Blizzard in Ang Mo Kio and Bright and sunny at Stevens road...how sweet right??

I was listening to some old songs on the net, then happened to came across Plainsunset's Checking e-mail, man, that song really brings me back alot of memories...of what?? the sorta songs that me and Felix used to write and just spitting out shit because we didn't have any lyrics...hahahaha....it was so great back then,it's really a lost to lose a friend like him in an accident....Well gotta end here for now,gotta go across to United Square for some Ben & Jerry's ice-cream with Chloe and maybe doing the favourite sunday routine again.... window shopping....cheers mates!!

2006-07-07T00:10:00.000+08:00

Exchange Programme
Uncle Jenggo
Grinding

Terbenam

2006-07-05T01:47:00.000+08:00

* behold the iconic giant dildo*

In the words of Jali if we were to play Rainbow six's rogue Spear, " Die!!!Muthafucka Die!!!!" , has got nothing to do with the things I did today. After classes met up with Qim to go to the sushi bar...it's a buffet,it's a 'all-you-can-eat', thus it seems neverending to me...seriously, I wouldn't want to see another sushi for the rest of the month after devouring almost half of the whole entire store worth of sushi, I ended up going home looking like a 3 month impregnate mother...well, I really don't mind splurging my money like that...I'm a sushi lover...totally Oiishi to the max...

Still feel kinda bad sabotaging In's Quiz through the net, and you know RP has a weird system...so the question goes something like :Kok Seng witnessed three accidents, and in the accident black cars was involved, therefore why couldn't we take his conclusion to make an assumption or something like that...couldn't really remember...anyways, so I told In it was an easy problem... we couldn't take Kok Seng's word because "we" assume that Kok Seng is colour blind...I mean this dude only sees black car getting into an accident (definitely something wrong with his eye)... or Assume he is just your typical simple minded farm boy from Kampong Dusun or something and thought ,what he actually saw was a drifting competition and mistaken it for an accident... Pfft...such an easy question harh...oh well In, at least you're graded dude!!! not really a good one, but graded nonetheless.

P.S I'm joining the CPF-monopoly-like competition held amongst Poly students...I'm so gonna win that PSP or Vaio or whatever that other electronic cool thing is called....and whoever say that bad guys finish last with the balls stuck on their throat?? Pfft...

2006-07-03T22:30:00.000+08:00

Greeting faithful readers, or should I say Affni....since she's the only one reading this awful blog anyways...ok,so it's official...I have a Sleepduringlectures Syndrome...and I have a new record guys, I slept through out the 2 hour lecture WEEHEE!!!! *confetti explodes and a parade of band marching* ....I'm so proud of it!!! hahaha.....any inspiring Poly students reading this entry... there's no such thing as staying awake through out a solid 2hr lecture....DON'T LIE!!! you wouldn't be able to stay awake....trust me,especially when you're studying about balls revolving around each other ....Poly life is getting better by day, I'm cursing people more than I used to...and they're not even offended by it!!! OMG!! the people in my course are freaking dumb...hahahaha... try imagine being called testicle nose and laughing with it....that's dumb man...so Val and me are practically so bum out about the exams...hahaha...my shopping and concert buddy, miss her so... so can't wait for exams to be finish, they're so totally annoying...we so need that retail therapy...she's like my little preppy chinese sister that I never have.... hahaha.. tomorrow is sushi session with Qimah, my other preppy sister that I never have...so I better stop here from now...OYASUMI!!! roger *beep* over and out *beep*

2006-07-01T18:19:00.000+08:00

It's a wonderful saturday and I'm feeling down...mega bummer...Common test is over, and same goes to my results for common test...obviously I'm gonna flunk, in the words of Hisyam and Alex "Dah, fail punye"....band has been a total bore, for the first few practices, it was fun... maybe one or two people in my section are fun, but the rest are a bunch of...urgghh...I don't know, a word of advice, act your age....definitely gonna quit by this year,still figuring out an excuse for quitting ....hmmm...maybe,I need to be hanging around people who doesn't get mock around?? hahaha... since Ashlee is back, we have been looking around for gigs...trying our luck for hard rock, well, actually we're depending on Matt for this...and hit the jamming studios again...and trying out a few new materials for our long awaited EP....YES GUYS!!! I'm going back to good old days, nothing but jamming, jamming,jamming,looking for gigs,jamming,hanging with the gang again like old times (and I really mean old this time)...

P.S I'm not a musician...I'm a street performer...it's so overrated to call yourselves a musician

2006-06-27T00:09:00.000+08:00

So it's like this, I'm scratching my head for god knows why...As usual,when I'm bored I would rant on this thing. Okay, seems like most of buddies have written about their new school life in a new institution. So it's high time for me to write about my classmates. You see, we're separated into three groups..There's the oh so enthusiastic bunch who likes to hang out as mass group and practically sitting down and doing nothing...there's the geeks, who would only talk about school stuff and studystudystudystudystudy.....then there's us, the not so enthusiastic bunch yet we have the strongest bond among each other...and yeah, we hate everything else but ourselves... Ironically, though we're the underdogs...yet we're the dominant click in the class...come one..10 of us against the other 11 smart ass....NO WAY!!! we'll win for sure..hahaha...so yeah, the other day when for a cook out with the usual dweebs, Nakamura,Matt,Ashlee,Ben,Lihui etc. ....just like the old days when Felix would eat chared weenies...hahaha...good times =)...so I've learned that camp out+a game of truth or dare+late teen kids= me french kissing Sherry...I'm not complaining though....in fact..I THANK GOD!!! hahaha....and yeah, recycled teens are so cramping our styles...

2006-06-23T00:20:00.000+08:00

Ok, when was the last time I blogged?? Couldn't remember to be honest.... Okay,the term break is ending soon and the school is opening really soon and that means common test...and that means I have to study...and why am I blogging this thing anyway?? Honestly,I would ranting shit on this blog rather then reading up about how a small ball revolves around a bigger ball..make senses?? No?? it's ok, neither could I...Dad is watching Batman on cartoon network and I'm listening to Ken Hirai..LOL...I know,kinda gay..but I kinda like his song..JUST ONE SONG YEAH!!!! it's Aishah's cd, not mine...and here it goes again,I'm playing the song again on windows media player...My legs still feel the effect after jogging this morning...well, the other day when jogging with Affni,kinda funny actually..no Affni,not you who's funny...I mean while I was walking back,it rain and I was freaking drench lah!!! SUCH A BITCH!!! and the Apek at the coffee shop was like laughing at me...so I told him to shut the fuck up...I wonder my lappy is lagging again?? must be my dumbass brother's doing...well,gotta go...meeting Sanjeev in school tomorrow for intensive CEP or so...I LOVE WHAMBO!!!

2006-06-14T23:52:00.000+08:00

Majestically Funky is the word

I dunno what is wrong with me today..I think I had bad karma, why??? okay let me list the things...

my facial wash when down the drain while I was in toilet this morning..
I lost my spectacles this morning I couldn't find it and was panicking
During band prac I was so slow in catching up I was pin-pointed a dozens of time
Boy-sachok gave me a rude awakening when asked me to bucked up my studies
There's something wrong with my mouse so had to use this finger cursor thing
I dunno why but I've lost my self-esteem over...I can't remember what was it
There's something wrong with my laptop

Okay,so there's another added to the list...there's something wrong with blogspot.com

2006-06-10T00:49:00.000+08:00

Ok so it's me smiling on the day before term break....see I'm smiling from ear to ear....I'm freaking happy man...I mean, term break...away from all the those hectic schedule...CEP bitch...inorganic cluelessness...and weird boy 'Sachok' lecture....ok,it is fun...Dozing off during lectures, cracking myself up with all those weird terms these scientist used...No Kuanko's lecture..HAHAHA...and no PeiFen around during lecture...oh dear, miss her so...gone overseas...wave a temporary good bye to her...ahaaha...whatever...

Yesterday's lab session was fun...the whole lab smells like a fart fest...Thanks to the Nitric acid and the iodide ractions...Oh yeah, did you know during the washing up of test tubes, I mixed all the unknown substances together and it went 'KABABOOM!!!!!'...Seriously, I panic like hell....when the thing starts to bubbled violently and followed by the explosion...Because of me, I just found out there's a smell that can top the whole entire iodide and acid smell....IT SMELLS SO BAD THAT IT SMELLS LIKE THE FATHER OF ALL FARTS!!!!!.... it's call stink gas... it smells like a dead skunk's pee.....OMG!!! me, hisyam and landy was like laughing ...the whole class was like choking to death while laughing....

Sometimes I wonder what does laughing gas smells like...because one things for sure...Farty smell sure tickled our funny bone...

2006-06-04T15:14:00.000+08:00

By right I'm suppose to write my resume for my communication skills module...but yet I spend my worthless time ranting on this crap which I doubt anyone would be reading this. While I was taking usual afternoon nap, I realised something...my scondary school life ain't different you know. Well, all of my friends has been a bunch of assholes...no diff there..food in the canteen is anything but healthy, no change on that either...I'm not the smartest dude in class but hey, my classmates are a bunch of point dexters with no life...no change on that either...

Funny, the people I adore never really did change either...still there, still not doing anything,still waiting (I think)...I'm not gonna complain about how my life suck or write sadistic poem and be emotional..I mean that is pointless...I'm still a kid..I still wanna have fun you see...I miss doing nothing but play around and helping mum out whenever I can...

So it's like this, alot of things seems pointless to me...for example,this piece of garbage I'm ranting on...yet,I still enjoying typing and punching each of this keys...so to me, appreciate the things around me, from my love ones to the not so loved ones...just like kissing the piggy statue...

2006-05-29T21:49:00.000+08:00

We as human are arrogant by nature...it's a standard thing you know...so by default, we'll learn our mistakes by failure...we're only humble after mistakes slap us in the head and say "HAHA!! BITCH!!"..ok,not that lah...but you guys get my point...

so kinda bum out after today,what is up with my karma?!?! flunked my CEP e-quiz.. CMS is such a bitch...I don't think CMS likes me...I need to do an offering to please them...any ideas guys?!?! hahaha...kidding, I really need to humour myself today...Affni is really helping cheering me up by bitching about wati...

Yeah,so I really need to wake up...I really need to concentrate... I really need to stop goofing around....I really need to stop talking this way...So like what my kinky fantasy dream girl say... Be humble and stay hot..LOL...kidding about the hot part...

2006-05-28T10:17:00.000+08:00

New Cuckoo

Went out with the usual gang yesterday,as usual we had a great time somehow...FUN FUN... okay, so you might be wondering what is it with me with the phrase 'New Cuckoo'? hahaha..okok..it's an old reminiscences,it's a long and a funny story...

Yesterday while we were at the train heading back,there was this group of Matrep kids...okay,they were freaking noisy and irritating, like a pest to the station...okay,so one of that bumped onto me...I did feel pissed,I mean who wouldn't...the feeling of retaliating is there...okay, first reason I'm still under Inspector De Souza's monitor so I really don't wanna be under probation anymore, 3 times is more than enough...but it's not only applying to yesterday's case..

these days,it's not whether I can hit a person or can't...but surprisingly,it's more to the matter whether I want to or not...

Oh yeah,if you guys haven't noticed it yet..I have switch my curly locks for a new sorta-looking mullet do...why?? I'm young and eccentric...and my brother say I look like blanka...Ahahaha...ok that's not the reason why I cut, but it is sure is funny...one more thing, just caught x-men 3 last thursday...freaking awesome show guys,but I don't know why it is only 1 1/2hours...freaking bummer if you ask me....Oh well,it's a sad ending though...I hope spider-man would be equally,if not better then x-men 3...long live Marvel Comics(minus the political issue)!!!!

2006-05-24T23:23:00.000+08:00

1st Ever Performanc in NYP

Okay,this is my first ever performance in NYP..it was an okay performance nothing spectacular...It was great,my old secondary school classmates was there to lend a support..Kinda heartwarming....Okay,so today has made it to my top 10 list of tiring day...

Took a photo with the birthday girl and closest percussion mate before the performance starts.... YES affni,if you're reading this,you look great..ok,enough....
Performance by the orchestra...Guest conductor,my kinky fantasy girl...LOL,kidding...Amelia was wearing her sister's IJ uniform...god knows why..in the words of Iskandar,she looks even better without her clothes on....oh yeah,F.Y.I...Amelia is the double bassist chick...
And tada~....My new percussion family....Some familiar faces and some new faces...but what the hell they are still my family...and since my curriculum schedules clashes my my band pracs, I might have to leave the band..well,nothing to be sad about...things come and go...It was fun while it lasted....But yeah,this people rocks...

2006-05-20T21:51:00.000+08:00

The Quest

First stop was M.I, there was a carnival there...met up with Dayah at the entrance gate...Bumped onto Val,Regina and that other girl from NYP ensemble band...if I'm not mistaken her name is Angela...right?
So,the carnival was nothing spectacular...was there because promised Dayah days a ago that I would help her out in buying a ticket for her....ok lah,there was hot chicks everywhere... My ez-link was having it's bitchfit again,so in the end we had to walk from Toh Tuck road to Bukit Batok interchange...yes people..it was freaking far...was disappointed,didn't get to see any hot canadian chicks....So we left a mark if any of those girl missed out on us...
We were lost...seriously~
Funny thing, HDB actually set up all these statues for it's resident...I think people in Bukit Batok has thing for Zodiac statues..and In has a thing for pigs...
Woohoo...Yes,I'm a dragon babi...was born in 1988...Yes people I'm turning 18 in August
Fast forward...had to meet up with Nashir so went to Raffles place to get the tickets for Youth Gone Wild rockshow...People!!! YOU SHOULD GO!!!! in the end,we met up with Nashir and Ashik at fourtones studio...yeah,we were lost...Ashik's direction skills + My blunderness = One hell of a mishap...Oh yeah,joyful children running around...stupid kids..
The apek was acting vogue...so took a photo of him...

Fullerton hotel + Esplanade dome + Tall skyscrapers + Sunset = One hell of a photo... it's a kodak moment,people...
Before heading home, we stopped at esplanade's outdoor stage to watch a show...awesome band...though they're not local..(well,only the drummer is a Singaporean) they played good... wait,good would be an understatement...they're total awesome....

2006-05-11T20:07:00.000+08:00

Finally the photo from the KL performance....All credits to Dewi...

2006-05-03T22:32:00.000+08:00

Yeah,okay that sketch above was done about two years ago...the so-called poem beside it was suppose to fill the page but in the end it turned into a song...Ok,reason why I put this thing up because my brother broad home the all in one printer/scanner/photo-copy/some-other-thing machine....so yeah,I've been wanting to put it up for sometime...

Have you guys ever watched the show E.T (Entertainment Tonight)?? yeah,the whole gossip thing and all...but the best part was the credits part...it moves so fast that you can't even read a single damn thing....so what's the point of putting up the credits??? you can't even read guys who wrote the credits credit...

oh yeah the cool thing is that, tomorrow would be slightly shorter day...no lab sessions,ok,so the peeps at CPT0604 would have a mix reaction...what the hell,I'm just going with the flow....damn,almost forgot that I'm suppose to meet up with Shin and Jules after school....better start preparing my lab report...

ADIOS!!!

2006-04-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

WAM!!! BAM!!! WAM!!! BAM!!! IT'S THE WEEKEND!!!

So it's been a while since I've update this site...kinda busy taking a break from my break...I'm so happy that the weekend is slightly longer,and coolios next week is gonna be the same...Vesak day,that means another long weekend for me....Seriously nowadays,I would do anything to get a break from my hectic schedule....if it's not school work,then it'll be band...and if it's not band,then I don't know what the hell am I so worked up about... school is great,minus the reports and the tight schedule...than it is great....

And here I thought Poly life would be like Slacker's paradise or something like that....I just realise it's a total opposite,so I asked myself what am I gonna do after I get my diploma (hopefully..),maybe a Police officer with a diploma in chemical and pharmaceutical..or an army officer then....or maybe those lab dudes who does all the research and take down notes...oh yeah,speaking of which last friday was our first metallurgy lab (normal human term----> metal workshop) and yeah it was cool and all....I mean burning and melting different types of metal and testing their impact strength...all the tools and instruments looks kinda brutal and scary...which to me is..WOOHOO!!!..but the scariest part was the burning furnace...it's 8OO*C..dang~..should have brought some of my marshmallows....and five years of D&T did pay-off afterall..chiselling and filing the metal before testing for hardness...

Well,I'm suppose to be asleep right now because Sandra and I,we're suppose to pick Ashlee up from the airport...and we're suppose to be there by 8am...and yeah,both of us are still chatting on MSN talking about Matt's weird troll collection...and I just realise that Ashlee has a middle name...It's Ophelia..hahaha...I wonder if we could get a free coffee at starbucks tomorrow...I hope Jali is in tomorrow...

Well,I've been rambling since the last few post...I'm a certified Bore....

2006-04-24T23:20:00.000+08:00

Okay,how should I start??...Oh yeah,went for my first percussion ensemble practice with the entire section,gotta say that it is cool yet boring at the same time...Oh yeah,Iskandar can't believe that I actually enjoy playing the mallet percussion as I have a 'rocker' image...so to him it seems weird......

Anyways,I never told anyone about this but in the passed few months,this anonymous girl kept popping up in my dreaming...well,who is she?? I don't know...she wears a Chij-like uniform,and her name is Christine...No guys,this is not one of my kinky fantasy relating girls in uniform...never mind about that,well, I never really did talk about this to anyone because to me it seems like another dream with some hot girl being by my side...recently,this dreams seems to real to be a dream...so she's my dream girl...hahaha..get it?? dream+girl=dream girl??? ...never mind...things happen in my dream relating her seems real because,while I was walking home from school it seems like a de javu...so it kinda freaks me out...not just recently,it's been going on for a while...hmmm...weird...

I can't get her out of my dreams somehow...and I dont really mind her hanging out in my dreams....she's a hot chick...she's welcome anytime...NOTE people I'm not a pervert...

2006-04-21T22:34:00.000+08:00

Pony Pony in the air...Why is my life going nowhere??

Just finish my first week of my Poly life,it's very different then my secondary school life...well,I mean what do you expect it's Poly...it's kinda weird feeling that I had no one to turn back too like Secondary school... well,all's well ends well ...Going for NYP's Symphonic Orchestra orientation tomorrow they called me and hope that I would attend it...afterall it's Teo Hui who called,one of the instructor from my NYPF camp....why not??

Have you ever noticed those ads on TV or some beauty spa saying that they 'HEY!!! do this and you'll lose 10kg tomorrow'...or those slimming pills stating take this and you'll reduce your huge lard butt....which later on in the ad showing before and after picture of a two different version of the same lady?? I think those things are stupid,I mean some of the ads shows no difference of the lady at all...While I was working back home from school just now,I saw this on this slimming centre showing an ad of a lady with a before and after look,which has one problem....she looks the same,her size remains unchange...they didn't put the weight change..I mean,what are they trying to say?? ''please use as our product because we're doing a spam product because it does nothing to you but yet you have to spend hundreds and hundreds of dollars for absolutely for nothing" at least they're trying to be honest by showing that their product is worthless rather then the other ones showing that the lady is fat before and she's slim after that...total bull man...

Oh dear,I'm rambling about nonsensical issues again...

2006-04-16T16:54:00.000+08:00

*Caution!! staring at the graphic might cause mild seizure and unexplain mabok-ness

"WOW!!" school is starting and tomorrow I'm a certified poly student...honestly,I'm not really looking forward for my first day in school...after 4 months lazing at home doing nothing but rotting,I'm definitely gonna be homesick..yes people,I said Homesick...no more waking up late,oh wait...my class starts at 12pm on monday.. hehe...maybe I could sleep late once in a while...but seriously,I'm gonna be homesick...and I don't know how is it like tomorrow...

Since Ashlee will be in Canada for a while and Norman is still serving his National Service,Killnex will be going for a short hiatus as I myself have other commitments,schools and etc. ....I know,we're nobody...but making that statement makes me feel like I'm a part of some famous rock band..hehehe...like Blink 182 you know...for the next bloody 8weeks,I'm gonna be stuck in school till term break...arggh...damn,I hope it'll be quick 8 weeks...and a fast 3 years...arghh!! then another 2 1/2 years of national services...ARGGH!!!! then I've to work for the rest of my life...then I'll be old and die....ARGGHH!!!!! well,my life is gonna be an exciting one..."yeah!"

2006-04-09T00:32:00.000+08:00

The Return of El Numero Cinco

This afternoon while I was eating at a coffee shop I heard an Ah Beng say "WAH!!! NABEH!!ME?? BLOCKED SPOT...Com leh"...irony of singlish makes my blog sounds so Obiang Lorh...
Okay this is the mask that I wore during the KL tapestry donation??fest??thingy...If you ask me it looks like those typical porn props where the guys wear this mask and...never mind,getting too detailed...

So I know that I had a really messed up and confusing background,to makes things worst I just found out that I had more some whatever and some other whatever.... never really did fancy about my mixed heritage so mine my great gramps is a Siamese who married to a Chinese who is part Chinese,part Japanese,part Javanese (explains my Javanese skills) part Melayu...that's my maternal side....and as for my Paternal side there's some eurasian,Javanese,chinese essences...but the thing is,right about now,I don't look like any of those heritage...I don't have the fair skin of Jap or Chinese nor their sepet eyes...I look like those typical Mat Melayu...as in Hangus,Burnt....damn ancestors,why can't they just marry someone from their own racial or own heritage background...but at least I feel happy that I have a Malay blood flowing in my vain....I don't care what heritage I have,but I'm proud to be a Melayu Singapura....now that's one fucking sweet title....

2006-04-06T23:24:00.000+08:00

Selamat Pagi Kuala Lumpur

*excuse me,I just woke up from my 2hours nap in the train...

Okay,so the show at KL wasn't great...it's kinda like tapestry gig at Singapore but the only diff is that,I'm in the middle of KL's busiest spot...wait...I forgot the bloody street name...so five songs including covers,nothing much...five performing stage spread out around the..ok, whatever,enough of the KL's version of tapestry festival...

I took the train ride with boy jelly (jali our fill-in drummer) and Ashlee to KL...so we had a blast taking the train,saw cows..goats...hindu priest..and more of cows...there's no other entertainment on the train besides the railway network which is a total bore...so we watch VCD on my laptop...well boy jelly actually fines the railway network...entertaining...I told Ashlee to bring some VCDs so we won't get bored on the train....and the hell,she brought some J-drama name Summer Snow...the title is corny...the theme is corny...the cd case is corny...but the show...I actually cried watching the damn show...DON'T LAUGH LAH!!! okok let me tell you the plot of the story Natsuo (hero) is a young man,was force into adulthood after his folks died in a car accident...then there's Yuki (the leading lady and Natsuo's Girl) who has a serious ailment...ok cut to the story short Natsuo is an avid diver and blablabla Yuki loves to see the see but she has a heart problem blablabla CHaki got pregnant blablabla Jun is hearing impaired blablabla Yuki had a heart attack blablabla hospital blablabla Natsuo got knockdown then died...

See,told you guys it was a heart-warming story....I wanna watch the whole series again....ASHLEE GIMME THE WHOLE ENTIRE SERIES TO ME!!!! NOW!!!! ok,I might sound kinda weird...Ryoko Hirosue (the leading lady lah) is hot...OK,if you guys have any comments..shut up....

2006-04-04T00:01:00.000+08:00

I just realise that I'm always in the middle..
weird~...Humairah!!! where are you??

2006-03-31T22:30:00.000+08:00

*No turtle was harm in the making of this pastry

I went to Jusco at JB the other day with Ashlee and Matt,and I saw this cute turtle looking pastry at this japanese/european style bakery....I mean what the fuck?? They actually make this sort of thing?? fucking sweet...hahaha...I MUST BUY THIS THING!!!!..this is not the only odd looking pastry,there's pamela anderson's boob size bread and etcetra etcetra...FUCKING CUTE..hahahaha...it's kinda like retail therapy....I don't know about those two...but,I was having a blast there...Note* no turtle was harm in the making of this pastry....

So what's up with self-proclaimed ''scene kids'' and wannabe ''musicians'' or music critics these days...all I get from them is just dissing other genres of music...metal kids dissing bubblegum-pop lovers.... ''rockers'' in general dissing ska...country rednecks making fun of punk rock...hiphopers dissing techno lovers...and vice versa etc etc....I mean WHAT THE FUCK??...Take note I'm not dissing any scene kids or gig-goers or mat-mat rockers with lame ass jokes nor I'm a musician...I'm just a guy who enjoys listen to any sort of genre,okay lah not all but I'll keep it to myself if I do have any disagreement with certain genre...BUT I DON'T diss...lets take my friend as an example,he claims that he's a metalhead and he disses everything that's not metal (but he's afraid of his mum and dad)....ironic? yeah...and I have another friend who claims himself as a maniac of a certain genre (can't remember) and in return he disses metal or anything not that genre...okay,I don't get it...then last year while I was performing at KL last year,this mat Punk came up to me and say, 'Aku tak suka lagu Ska...blablabla...Korang dari mane?? korang nye lagu sedap' (trans: I hate Ska..blablabla..where are you guys from?? I like your songs)..which is totally stupid for a guy who hates ska when infact we played Ska/Punk numbers that day..and that blunder hate was wearing a Operation Ivy t-shirt...he's either drunk or just fucking dumb...but i'll go with fucking dumb....so all I could say is that,maniac of a certain genre please dissing...Music is universal you bastards,be open minded and all that shit...Alternative/Indies-er,stop dissing other genres because you guys are not perfect...and remember without Punk Rock there's no post punk sounds...Punk Rockers,stop dissing other genres because you guys aren't perfect,I mean you eat trash and garbages (literally)...Ska/Reggae,you guys smoke pot...Metalheads,you guys talk like as if you're just being admitted into a Psychiatric ward and you guys drink goat's blood,okay I get that you guys are going for a liquid,Hello,heard of rose syrup?? ...HipHoppers good job with the colourful get up because we can't see you in the dark,but still you guys have no right to 'gangster' talk to rockers and please improve your grammar and vocabulary so that you stop saying 'YOYO' or 'Fuck Ya Muthafucker'...So, let us all go out and enjoy music and other cultures together without dissing each others music or dressing...I mean hiphopers nowadays wear tappered pants and rockers wear like nigga shit..take travis barker for example...

2006-03-28T23:08:00.000+08:00

She's a Chuavinistic Bitch

*Seriously,today's post has got nothing to do about chavinistic minded people...I just feel like writing it as the title of the post....

To the untrained-retard eyes,it might look like a bunch of people hitting blocks of wooden thingy... but no morons,this is a percussion ensemble...as in,we play rhythmic and melodic music (not some fucking noise)...and hell yeah,we're good at it....it's a cross between khunga changa music with jazz swing...and hell,I feel like shitting right about now...anyways,I kinda miss that fucking camp where I kinda hate it at first....from knowing nothing about the title 'Percussionist' to being an ambassador of my group to my school band....okay lah,that sounded cheesy....

From samba jamming to minor romancing,late late night suppers and fun fun practices with our two conductors,Mr Yeow and that sister diva of ours Mr/Ms Jo Mok....and the most memorable moment was performing on stage and all eyes were on US!!!...whatever it is I had a blast performing with my eversince new found friends...it was the most memorable camp ever......

2006-03-27T00:41:00.000+08:00

My Solitude: Entry #10

Time was frozen while I was deep in my sleep

Have you ever had one of those days where everything seems ironic??? Simply because the answer you were looking for all these while is simply staring right in front of your eyeballs....Have you?? well,I didn't have an ironic day or anything....it's just that,sometimes I have these weird questions running across my mind which seems redundant ranting about it...I mean so what if you have lesser brain cells than the guy next to you?? He's not using it right now ... So what if your own friends are turning back on you?? I mean they found out you're straight and not gay... So what if you sucked at everything you tried?? Why bother when you have no talent for it.... So what if your own family is putting you down?? Their thinking is so last century...So what if you're having a crush on a girl who's way way out of your league?? So what if you had some regrettable mistakes in your life?? So what if Elton John is married to another guy?? I mean,he's gay... So what if you're still a virgin when you're turning 40 really soon?? Look at my math teacher,she seems hyper and she's beyond 40 and still a virgin.... right about now,average readers might think...'Hey,this kid is a little rest retard than the other kid I about read earlier on??'.....why can't life be as simple as those porn-flicks where-by the girl would take off her bra when the guy just simply say 'I'm Horny'....right now,a show call 'Fake-it' on tv is showing about drag queens in U.S...I mean, WHAT THE FUCK??...it's fucking disgusting and gross....and I can't believe I'm watching it right now while typing this....what's wrong with you guys?? girls?? or whatever you call yourselves..snap out of it....you 'things' don't look good...firstly,you don't look like a women try monsters on sesame street....secondly, a simple 'EEeee!!' says it all....

2006-03-21T23:48:00.000+08:00

My Solitue: Entry #9

2 years ago,a girl came up to me and say I look like "Adam Brodie", 2years later,the same exact girl came up to me say I look like Bob Pinciotti from that 70's show....jeez,what are the odds?
ARGH!!! is today's word...because thanks to the bloodyhellfuckingshit NYP website,I can't finish my enrolment procedure...they say 'Use I.E 5 or above'...yeah right,I.E 5 my foot...I was freaking pissed that I went to NYP myself to make the enquiries..and after the 20mins journey and waiting for a bloody 30min,the bloody enquiry lady just say "Oh it's okay,it happens all the time"....

okay,this is how the conversation go:

Me: I'm having some problems with the enrolment process through the internet

Bloody Bitch: Oh it's okay,it happens all the time

Me: So,what should I do??

Bloody Bitch: Try using another computer...

Me: (thinking) $%$*$%#$@@%$^

Me: thanks anyways...

okay I exaggerate on the speaking perfect english part...and when I tried calling for enquiry,the bloody operator was speaking in some neanthertal language I was about to say "HUH!? WTF?"...so,last resort I went to my aunt's place...it was the closest to the damn Polytechnic...When,I was there my a little too over excited niece came running towards me and came crash towards my man-vital area....so,I was like.... "OOOURRRGGHHH!!!" and making some other weird noise..funny thing,my niece thought I was making a joke....it is sure funny if it doesn't hurt alot....well,that reminds me...I can't believe people in texas actually eat Testicles...BULL TESTICLES...and they call it Rocky Mountain Oysters...where do they get,that name???? and who came out with the idea of eating testicles??? and they caucasians calls us asians weird for eating durians....who's the weirdo?? weirdo(s)??

2006-03-20T01:28:00.000+08:00

My Solitude: Entry #8
Oh hell,can I like rename my blog to www.godi'mfuckingbored.com....
I don't know why,but this few days hasn't gone my way,so kinda pissed off...I dunno why,god knows...I only know how to watch porn and ranting on this blessed site devoted to the one and only Danial Sanusi Kamsan Ahmad....so,in short it's Danial SKA...I just realised that I have no aim in life (besides gazing and wishing in another that I'm a Superman..it happens)....I tried everything and surprise surprise,I failed everything I tried...tried martial arts,I don't have the discipline or respect....soccer,lets just say I'm worst then a chaired-legged dimbo....music or playing the piano or guitar, my fingers are too short and stubby....singing,I sounded worst then a frog with a sore throat...tried being a cook,I turned anything that's edible into inedible...seems like the only thing I'm good at is pretending to be good at something....ok.so if I graduated from poly with a diploma in chemical and pharmaceutical technology,and end up working at some oil refinery,you all better pray hard that the only mistake i'll make in there is going to the ladies room instead of the gents....because some destruction might happen is:
Total power surge in S'pore
Oil leak
Kablam!!!
Woah,just realise that it's gonna be 2 in the morning soon...oh wait...I don't have school tomorrow....I love saying,but still,I need to hit the shack to get some shut eye...

2006-03-18T23:23:00.000+08:00

My Solitude:Entry #7

Okay,I'm no longer bored as I was...I got the new Xbox 360, sucky thing it's just the core system...figures~ it's cheaper then it suppose to be,firstly,of all the games the y gave me Kameo:Elements of Power....I know it's fucking lame...but hey,Hot chick Elf running aroung with jus a loin cloth and a small piece of 'rag' to cover her boobs...i'm not complaining...
but I can't keep playing a game just to watch that hot looking chick elf..so,I ended up buying Need For Speed:Most Wanted...sweet~it has josie maran in it...and she's like talking to me...double sweet~...okok,so I plan to but Tony Hawk's American Wasteland..now tha's gonna be super sweet~...meeting CGI skater chick is good enough for me...

Okay,I did followed mum and dad to the Halal Food expo..no biggy...I went there just to get the free taste samples from every shop...figure that I might save my money by doing that... when I got there,I found out,people are doing the exact thing I was about to do...sheesh~ what a cheapskate these people are...excluding me,I'm a student....while browsing from one booth to another,I came across to this one particular booth that sells...get ready..Jeng Jeng Jeng..Raihan Rangers comics....I know,What the Hell,right??... I was giving that 'what the hell' look too...I don't wanna know what they name their Zords either...so came across this shop selling Soon Kuehs,as a fan of that adored delicacy,I bought a tupperware loaded of them..sweet...I was immediately hooked on to those little suckers..... the young lady who sold those soon kuehs name is Susan...Susan marry me!!!! so you'll can make me more soon kuehs just for me!!...ahahaha...ok,I'm going hysterical....right now,I'm recruiting people to be my jamming buddies...trying to recruit In and Mairah as the core members first...
I just penned out two new songs called 'Amber & Me' and 'My Serefina'...it's kinda different then the usual songs I penned out for Killnex or Sunset Boulevard...so,I'm kinda excited on how it'll turn out...in the mean time...TTFN...

2006-03-16T00:48:00.000+08:00

My solitude: Entry #6

Ok,it looks like as if I'm advertising myself on the internet...but No...this is just my latest layout for the whole 2Toned iNc. graphic thingy...currently,Killnex is taking a break from jamming and practices,as Norm has to go back to Operation:"Serving-and-Saving-the-nation" and Ashlee is going back to Canada to see her folks and other family...so yours truly,is left bumming at home doing nothing much but lazing around and has officially become one of the decorative statue at home,left laying to collect dust...bummer...Oh hell,I would do anything to make my life even more interesting...rock-climbing? Done it...Exploring around S'pore?? such a has been... Playing Parkour in the middle of the night on top of a multi-storey and disturbing the residents near by?? Check....Exercise?? No,maybe later....I'm too busy for exercise...Nyaha...Work has been suck...they don't really need me either...Well,maybe because like what my colleague said,the world is turning upside down...when you know the title of the best rapper belongs to a white guy, the best golfer is a black guy and the tallest guy in the NBA right now is a Chinese dude.... you know the world is messed up...ironically,the world has been..well...ironic....like the time when I was back in High school,our anti-smoking campaign guy came to school and talk about how smoking is bad for our health and it might result to lung cancer and stuff,I saw him smoking at the carpark minutes after our assembly session end....or guys are dressing up as drag queens or ladies are being butchs....weird huh?? I know...or the fact that I'm getting the latest Xbox 360 for just 300 bucks when I'm not even a fan of playing video games....hahaha...

Side topic section thingy:
Okay,thanks Aliim now more and more scene kids are making friends with me...the thing is...I hate the scene...it's EMO!!!..IT'S TOO EMO TO THE POINT WHERE I CAN SHIT MY PANTS WHEN YOU PEOPLE WHINE!!!...no offence to those scene kids,I've been playing in the 'scene' for more then 3 years and still I don't label myself as a scene kid or kid that belongs in the scene and doesn't belong to the majority society....please,to those 'gig-goers'...don't label yourself anything,it's good that you support local artist,but please go there just to have fun...nothing more and nothing less....if you're offended..sincere apology,because I know you guys are emotionally volatile...I feel you...=P

2006-03-08T15:25:00.000+08:00

My Solitude:Entry#5

So,it's like this...due to excessive porn..I have come to accept the fact that I'm a hardcore Porn-addict...I'm not a PIG though!! get that straight...OH COME ON!!! like you people never watch porn before....ok lately,I followed the remainder members of Sunset Boulevard for their jamming sessions,and once in a while I played the drums..as you can in my pic...by the way,it was inspired by Yellowcard's Lights and Sound music video,credits to them....well,my band Killnex have just returned from their Australia "TOUR"...hahaha..they ended playing at two pubs and busking in the streets of Sydney which ended playing hiding-go-seek with the fat cops down there....well,gonna head back to our jamming studio to get ready for our next gig in KL sometime next month...this time round we're going along with Murder by Ska...well, Norm is going back to his position as our DRUMMER..and Matt,thanks for all the times..but,KAU BOLEH BELAH SUA!!!....hahaha...well,by the way we're looking for brass players...1 trombone,2 trumpet or 1 saxophone...tag me if you're interested....

2006-03-03T11:28:00.000+08:00

Ok, I was digging through some old boxes and this is wat I found.....old pics of the band..pics of me when i was a baby and toddler...

Haiz,sure brings me back alot of memories...

2006-02-25T02:01:00.000+08:00

Four very different people coming together for the first time
Honestly speaking,I don't know whether the four of us could get along together ...firstly, there's me the typical fat boy of the group,salihin the forever clueless sorta dude in the group about what we're saying when we are in our hyper speed talking mode,Mairah the forever misunderstood girl in school yet a Hot geek and my dearest cousin Qimah being dubbed as the forever likeable n popular girl in school yet a bitch underneath it all....so it's like going to a typical high school canteen and pick a kid from every table....but yeah,we had a blast when we had a tiny expedition around Bishan.....Maybe we should meet up more often,like every 3rd and 4th friday of the month??? kinda like a reunion sorta thing and catch up with stuff that had happened...

2006-02-16T23:49:00.000+08:00

Milestone Of My Life

the birth of the Toa Payoh Trio

Me and the not so Lovely Qim

Second Day of RoadShow

Class Melayu 2005: Graduation Day

Roundbox's first official 'big' Roadshow 29th june 2004

2006-02-14T17:11:00.000+08:00

MY SOLITUDE:Entry #4

Okay,it has been a few weeks since I've update my blog...ok firstly Yai Mawi(Qim's Grandfather) passed away, a great man and will always be remembered...and secondly, Ashlee told us that she wants all of us to go on a roadtrip around Australia and hope that we might hit a gig or two there..which I totally disagree because it's impossible and secondly,what am I suppose to tell my parents?? "Dad, Mum...i'm going on a roadtrip around Australia,wanna come along??" they'll get hissy fit I tell you...and thirdly,got my results for my O'levels and guess what?? I PASS...which is so totally suprising because I kinda fool around and didn't quite concentrate on my studies...well, managed to hit 18 points and I planning to take diploma in biomedical in polytechnic...which now I'm having second thoughts when I went to NAFA'S open house the other day,kinda inspired to be an art student as I don't wanna let go of my artistic ability or as my brother would say my authistic ability....so,I kinda gather all my previous sketches and designs I drew in my sketch pads and would either take visual communication or fashion studies...YES PEOPLE!!! I SAID FASHION STUDIES!!!....Okay,so right now I'm watching Teen Titans...ok so they're under attack by a dude who's a Movie geek and dresses like Bob from Jay and silent Bob....come on,they're getting creamed by this geek....HELLO!! you guys have extraordinary superpowers and that geek has only a remote control which shoots out lasers and you guys are getting creamed?? dude,if I were beast boy,I would change myself into some deadly poisonous snake and just bit him....robin,you have all those cool gadgets and you lose to a laser shooting remote control?? Cyborg,understandable he doesn't have a human brain and so that makes him,stupid...raven and starfire just give an orgy job till he explode then beat the living hell out of him....so,that makes them Stupidheroes not superheroes...okay let's imagine,what if Singapore has it's own superheroes kinda like Justice League.....there's Tok Bomoh the shaman who cast spells by using lime and flowers....Thambi Kavadi,piercing enemies with his sharp spears...John AhBeng,scares enemies by using all the vulgarity blast which shoots out from his mouth...Mat Tappered,ability to shrink down people's pants and make them uncomfortable...the Wayang Lady,having a bad makeup will definitely scare everyone off.... okay,that was mean..what the hell..who cares...

2006-01-29T01:26:00.000+08:00

MY SOLITUDE:Entry #3

So yeah,I haven't been updating my blog lately because I was sick..as if,I forgot that I even own a blog.....Since a couple of weeks ago,I've been vomitting blood...yes,to those who's saying 'HEH?? HUH?? WTF??' yes,I mean blood....due to internal wound,which I don't how the fuck it happened...nor I give a shit...so yeah,I've been vomitting bloody lately...
So yeah,It's the Lunar New Year....It's fucking cool you know,try going Toa Payoh central...it's like a freaking ghost town...I mean there's practically no one...no shops were open...no kiddos arounds and not even fucking kiasu shits who run around because of sale ....SO YEAH, Toa Payoh was like a freaking ghost town....right now,my brother is like dancing around with his boxers and a light stick in his hand...it's fucking hilarious....kinda reminds me of the white chick scene when that drunk black guy dance topless with the light stick in his hand...I mean movies like that are worth watching...kinda like 40 year old virgin... another classic in the making...I mean,the waxing scene...CLASSIC...the part when that guy called a stripey dildo Dr Seuss's penis...CLASSic... the other part when the girl with braces were giving a blow job to that kid...another fucking CLASSIC!!!!....okok,so maybe sex jokes and black jokes are kinda jaded nowadays...but who gives a shit...like scary movie 2 for instance ...the tuck-in tuck-out scene??...another CLASSIC....well,movies that revolves around Love or what we guys called "Chick-flick" ,now that's a jaded piece of shit...but still,without those sappy movies,how could we guys learn to keep in touch with our softer side and also making an excuse to have a movie date with a chick..again,it's a CLASSIC....it's kinda unexpecting....then when it comes to movie about action and shit,which we guys thought will never be jadedly shit...infact,it'll die off easily...because..each time they have to outdo each other..for instance,first round was bruce lee fighting while shouting around like a 4yr-old bitch having a bad wedgy...then comes jackie chan with god knows what the hell is he saying...then comes tony jaa,god he sounded like david beckham..then comes the Le Parkour boys doing all the high risk stunts....you see,they have to out do each other...I won't be surprise the next time when a dude fight off baddies with just his dangling manhood......Now that would be one hell of a CLASSIC...OR!!! they should make a movie about amazonian bitches...hmmm..that would be another classic in the making...hhmmmm.....

2006-01-18T00:14:00.000+08:00

MY SOLITUDE: Entry #2
Right now,I'm watching Ripley's Believe it or Not on AXN (the "action channel")..anyways,a bunch of cowboys performing a stunt involving those poor poisonous rattle snakes on their faces....well,serve them right if they got themselves bitten....I mean,why the fuck do you wanna get yourself in danger?? What?? Life isn't thrill enough?? Try going Swensen's or Delifrance and look at their Menu,that's enough to thrill me for the whole damn week....it's kinda funny what people do to seek attention...be it doing stunts that risk their useless life,trying to run a campaign by forking out money from god knows where to attract people, making porn with animal (disgusting,shall not go further) or trying to out do each other in doing ridiculous stunts like: making the biggest pizza in the world, having the longest nail, comparing who is more gay than the other or who dare to do something so 'EXTREME' that might end them up in E.R.....Dude!! whatever happen to like,getting money the old fashion way by begging it in the street,pick pocket,mob and stuff...oh yeah and working....Okay,maybe you're doing it as a form of art...well,those guys at alley 62 sniffs adhesive glue,well,that's a form of art too....getting high,reciting poetry and acting like a bird (minus the flying part)...i mean,those guys are the greatest bunch of artistic dudes ever and I bet ACT3 is losing out business to them...hahahaha....Kudos~

2006-01-15T23:32:00.000+08:00

My Solitude:Entry #1

It's been a while since we actually go out as a family...usually,it would be like either me or my brother that would be missing from the picture,so,it was kinda nice going out a FULL family again...and I realised that I kinda missed alot of stuff we did as a family,like sarcasing people,the "kecoh-ness" on deciding where to go while Dad is confusingly driving to nowhere and the fact that we tend to be different from the rest of the crowd...and for the first time after that 'separation' incident,I feel kinda warm, and a solitude that surrounds me and giving me comfort...like the time when I was a kid...and no matter how annoying our parents can be,no Love can beat their Love for us....and same goes to my annoying elder brother....but at the moment,suffering from the heat in my house...damn,5 fans with a total of 25 blades still doesn't do much.... perspiring here people.....

2006-01-09T00:12:00.000+08:00

LOVE is just a four letter word..nothing more,nothing less

It's kinda depressing (actually kinda disturbing) seeing others having their relationship ended....you see,a friend of mine have just ended his relationship with his someone....okok,getting a little long winded well,the moral of the story is that it's hard to get over someone when you have a special feeling on that particular person... no matter whether you're hetero,homo,bi,tri or whatever you call yourself (i'm straight by the way),in every relationship either one or both bound to get themselves hurt when they have to break off or end it...so,what does the word 'relationship' actually means to us teenagers??...well,does being in a relationship means that you must worship the girl you like and check up on every single second by texting her?? or does being in a relationship means sharing your joy and sadness together with the person you like?? or does being in a relationship means forgetting your friends and treat them like they never existed??....for me? well,I never been into a relationship before...you see,all the girls that I ever liked are way off my league...for now,I liked this girl name Aishah who was a classmate of mine in secondary school...the thing is,i've been showing her my affections to her all this while...till now,I myself don't even know whether we shared the same feelings or was it just me who led myself on or was she just treating me like any other friend....I'm really in a confuse state whether she had the same feelings too??...but right now,all I wanna do is ask her?? if no...then I'll move on and not sulk over her anymore....to those heartbroken people out there..don't sulk over it...time will heal,go out and enjoy life who knows...you might meet someone even better.....

2005-12-30T20:39:00.000+08:00

SURIA KLCC

A couple of days back I was in KL doing a gig with KillNex... well,being supportive as usual mum and dad came along...I didn't know the location of the place but I do remember it's like this field in the middle of the city...it's kinda like lime sonic bang...so yeah, and I should say that it was the best crowd i've played to....I mean,the gig-anatic there is like eons away from the ones in Singapore...they are a super nice and supportive bunch..for example,they have this like marijuana level of energy in them and won't stop jumping roaring and cheering...and no, they don't jeer...it's like no matter how sucked or screwed that day,they will just continuing jumping...jumping...jumping...puking...and more jumping....along the way,we made friends with some of the local bands as well,such as The Botox (i know,what a name) and a Japanese SKA band,Social Banzai and they almost sound like kemuri but with better diction lah....Ohwa (their bassist) thought of inviting both Botox and us to play for a gig at a club in Osaka....If that is true,then I'm really really hoping that Killnex would be able to go international and gain slowly gain recognition here and there...and hope that we might bring our own local media attention that we even existed and hope that they will at least play our song in the radio or something....and we still try to look for some gigs here and there...irregardless where,be it Singapore or Malaysia or anywhere that welcome us....so yeah,KL rock!!!! well,the gig-anatics at least.....

2005-12-14T00:59:00.000+08:00

Dig Deep

I thought that today was gonna be like any other day,but Norman and Ashlee wants to meet up,so yeah.... Today I went out with them..I find it very weird actually as we never really hang out together...it has always been jamming,dine at the nearby burger king in front of the studio and that's about it....so,I find it abit weird hanging out with a hardcore punk rocker mat and a goth-looking caucasian girl at town,and somehow I feel like i'm the normal looking one in the crowd...being dubbed as the blink wannabe by them...well,norman wears tappered pants and ashlee dresses up like avril lavigne today....first stop was having our lunch at burger king near the Wheelock place....a very memorable place for all of us when felix was still around...then we walked our way to esplanade and that Memorial monument...but along the way we bumped onto some of our old friends and the now defunct Spherical crew....when we reached esplande,we sat along the river side,under the bridge to be exact while watching the sunset....the three of us chatted and discuss whether we should move on individually or as a band.....but we decided that we should stick together...and we chatted about what we did in the past with Felix...and Norm resurface the substation incident on our first performance there...hahaha....we dared felix to perform in his boxers and nothing else...yeah,he actually did it...yeah,in the middle of remembering Felix,Ashlee kinda breakdown for a while....she actually burst into tears for a moment,and for a girl with little emotions...she can really cry...maybe it's the sunset we were watching,that's why she kinda cried you know...getting into an emotional state....well,as the sun was setting..we made this promise,that no matter what,felix will be remembered always....and we shouldn't think too much about his lost....we made that promise while watching the sun set...it was a great moment...well, all before Norm's turn to break down... o.O" ....

2005-12-11T21:51:00.000+08:00

Death In The Family
When I was 5,my dad thought me about the cycle of life...we're born into this world,we live in this world and then we leave this world...ever since then,I've learned that no one is mortal,we all die one day and appreciate the people around you when they're still around...recently,one of my closest friend have passed on....Felix Michael Sousa....a great friend and he'll be always remembered by us all in the Spherical Crew...attended his funeral with the crew...it was a touching sight actually,the crew actually put their differences aside and to pay our one final respect to our dear friend... Felix and me went all the way back when we were kids...he's the guy that taught me all about Punk Rock...and modesity should always be planted in us to control our individual ego...from Ska-Crow to The Cylindrical Sphere to KillNex...and not forgetting jam sessions, gigs and showcases we all had....we KillNex(me.Norman.Ashlee) feel that we have not only lost a member of the band,but we have lost a friend,a brother,a member of our family...to Felix's family,we share your lost of a loved-on...take care of yourself wherever you are and you'll always be remembered in our hearts.....Felix Michael Sousa (1984-2005).....

2005-12-04T22:41:00.000+08:00

Dipshit

another fucking day...bored as fucking ever....went all the way to bishan to picked her up but don't think she bloody care,well,didn't expect her to even fucking appreciate the things i did for her...oh well,see this thing coming...better fucking move and not care about it...i've stop being those sickly puppy following her around...fuck that...should have listened to alif and stop believing in that fucking word call 'love'...Riight anyways,was Mum and Dad's anniversary...woopie...didn't know that it was their anniversary anyways was busy with my fucking work....so yeah,went out with them and have dinner...was fucking full...as usual,i've to finish everything...like what the fuck,just food anyways...YYaWwnnN....fucking tired right now...oh well,another fucking day at work tomorrow....what the hell,better end right now before i say anything fucking wrong...and some jackass will make some lame comments and insult me and stuff...fucking losers...get a life...i've got a fucking life...why can't you guys get your fucking own?? go diss someone else shitholes...your Mothers maybe...Fuck off will ya...

2005-11-30T01:29:00.000+08:00

hahahaha...what a fantesticle life...wat more i could ask for?? monday i went out with mairah and qim...ok,i was the only stud in the group,but who cares...lemme see,i juz found out that mairah don't drink carbonated drinks,qim is a diva and i suck at taking photos...well,i learned something new...we so loving the starbucks at paragon (keep it up guys,put more bloody sofas)...
ok,just now was cool too....was bloody hanging at alif's house...bloody cool...played with the kiddies there...baby Mumu is cute and hell,he runs around naked after his shower....i mean it was like ''THERE'S A NAKED BABY ON THE LOOSE!!!!''..... hahaha...made new kiddy friends, the four kiddos, lemme see...erm..there's shasha the harry potter fanatic, farah alif's kid sister, nana the lizzie mcguire wannabe and Mumu the naked baby....shai was suppose to meet with us,but bloody hell....his boss is such a bitch...asked him to go to work....what an ass....well, in the end watch a whole line of dvd movies,it was like a bloody marathon there...hahaha...i gotta sleep,the night is getting with me...i need to sleep...ok...Sayonara...

2005-11-28T23:36:00.000+08:00

yeah...got the letter on the confirmation on my operation for my wrist....then,again with the physiotherapy........

2005-11-28T00:56:00.000+08:00

argh...bloody...look,firstly,i don't have any feud with sunset boulevard or anything...i'm a bloody extra and fill-in boy in there...they're my best friends without a doubt..also,if any ass who has a problem with sunset boulvard or disses them...you're definitely screwed...they are my friends...god,they are more like my family...for example,that MOD wannabes who made fun of sunset boulevard during the waterfront performance,me and shai asked him to fucked off... to sunset boulevard fans,irregardless who you are...they're a great band,and having me in there will just hold them back...and to that mysterious writer who say that 'the sunset boys will not "goyang" even after i left'...then he's VERY true...not sacarstic true..i mean,very true...and if anyone has a problem about me being EMO or JIWANG in this blog...well,all i could say is...each of us have our own comments,but well,this is my site and this is me....not forcing you read my crap...but yeah...i'm crappy...so dude,sorry man deal with it...i didn't force you to read my disgustin entries...i'm an emoically-sensitive bastard..so yeah..whatever to that.....so,Sorry if i offended anyone...especially to Sunset Boulevard and their fans and whoever you are...

2005-11-25T00:03:00.000+08:00

Being myself...again

Alamak...boring arh dah bis skolah....dah tak jumpe kwn2 satu...dah takde ape2 nak buat seh....baru balik dari chalet kat coasta sand dgn budak2 class aku,nuttin special arh....of all the places mesti tercampak kat coasta sand somehow...paid $8 for nuttin...masakkan utk dorng mcm babu...dah nak start api mcm sial...menyusahkan je,badigol so'od tak bawa fire starter...dah jadi mcm survivor....masakkan otak2 sampai hangus,gasak arh dorng...ayam dah berdarah mcm baru kene sembelih...hotdog jadi mcm ape tah...satay,bawak satay babi...bodoh,nasib tak pegang...dah masak ayam...abeh budak2 sebat je,tak tinggalkan aku satu pun...musibat btol...beli air satu botol,budak2 gi togok dulu...alamak,budak2 ni dah tak makan berapa hari seh.......anyways,finally dah kluar dari sunset boulevard...gerek siket...dah tak payah gadoh2 lagi...lagi nanti mlm,or i shud say pagi...nak jumpe Lan ngan Man...main 'catching' kat braddell multi-storey carpark lagi...dah lama dah tak kene raid ngan budak2 biru...hahaha...ok arh, korng mungkin ingat kita buang tebiat dan kerja bodoh...tapi gerek...ape lagi? CUBA ARH!!!!...dah arh,nak makan dulu...buang duit je pegi chalet tak makan ape2....bummer~...

2005-11-14T22:40:00.000+08:00

My Sunset Boulevard

Ah,it's every boy's dream to be a rockstar or just being in a band....it was mine too...I've witnessed the rise of the band sunset boulevard from it's humble beginning. Started out as a four-piece band under the name SweetSour,with no music background..then come two additional members joined in,they decided to change their style of their music as well as their name to Sweet For Six....with the new change back then,i decided to open a side project with hilmi and salihin,and called ourselves The Oddities...while raimi and hayat had their little own side-project called Potrica.. after a few internal struggle and disagreement because of our own side-projects,hayat decided to leave the band while razlee went into mint isolation for somewhile...left the four of us in the band and the fall of our individual side projects,we decided to concentrate on our main band.But in June 2005,the school of rock auditions were taking place and we decide to call razlee back with two additional members..they are shaiful izan of the defunct Oddities and shaifullah...by this time,we've change our style of music once more to prevent any internal disagreement..though me,in and hilmi disagree at first...and now we called ourselves Sunset Boulevard...i'll miss the ups and downs we have during those jamming sessions or any showcase we had....to raimi the not so fatherly father of the band, shaiful izan the fashion disaster,salihin the so-called baby of the group,razlee the ever changing trend victim,hilmi the schizo member of the band,shaifullah the fat bitch of the band...i wanna say thank you to you guys for giving the great memories and i woudn't change this experience for the world....so once again,Thank You...

2005-10-30T11:31:00.000+08:00

One Fine Day

To me,it's okay if I didn't get a chance to express my feeling to that special someone right in front of her...but at least,I did get a chance to spend time with her...this is as far as I could go...but there's somethings that I do wanna express....I'm sorry if I troubled you yesterday...I'm sorry if I was late yesterday...I'm sorry if I stopped you from taking a nap yesterday...I'm sorry if we didn't get a chance to stay for the chiJazz festival...I'm sorry if I wasn't there when your legs was numb...I'm sorry if you were home late... But ,i do hope that you had a great time last night.... Enjoyed the places we visit...And wanna thank you for accompanying me the whole day eventhough you're tired and abit beat up,and also for allowing me to show you the world...Okay,you people out there don't think i'm getting emo or sappy...i'm just trying to be appreciative...

2005-10-16T14:50:00.000+08:00

New song,new feeling and of course new genre....written by your yours truly...ska/punk rocks...
I dunno whether the song is awesome but it has a hidden msg....that counts right??

Crush

I can't deny when I first saw you
That's the time when I had crush on you
If only you've noticed
Yes,I'm the freak who stand behind you
Admiring you 24/7
That's the time when I feel like in heaven
In bloody heaven

It's alright and it's okay
But I doubt my feelings will ever change
It's alright and it's okay
But my dumb feelings will never change

This is to show...(Woah OH!!)
That I have a big crush on you
If you only knew..(Woah Oh!!)
That my love was as pure as you

Two years have passed and school year almost end
It's either now or I will live regret
But the news I just received made me jet
About you, going out with my friend
I know it's nothing grand but this is how my story end
In bitter irony
About me and my crush

It's alright and it's okay
But I doubt my feelings will ever change
It's alright and it's okay
My dumb feelings will never change

This is to show...(Woah Oh!!)
That I had a big crush on you
If only you knew...(Woah OH!!)
That my lost love was as pure as you

(solo)

This is to show....(Woah oh!!)
If you only knew...(Woah Oh!!)
Then I'll move on from you my crush...

2005-10-01T13:43:00.000+08:00

WoooHOOOO...Happy Childrens Day to my fellow immature jackass friends...haha...Saturday,the most boring-est day (is there such word?),maybe i'm going out later with my family and it's been a while since we heve went out as a family...hahaha..so yeah,that sucks arh...life haven't been they way i wanted to be...i'm totally lost about myself,not too what's my mission in life either...my studys have some how gone down and all the way down to the ground...screwed my prelimns really bad...hahaha...dunno what to do already,maybe after my O's i should join some art college or something cause that's like the only thing i can do...right now,my eye is killing...don't get me wrong,i ogt sore eyes..and it bloody kills me...ok,gotta go...Toodles~

2005-09-25T22:27:00.000+08:00

man...just go the news...one of my relative just passed away...she will always be remembered... may god have mercy on her soul...